Thursday, September 30, 2021

The Hole It Fell In

I had a completely different story in mind for this week's edition, dear reader.

But this one jumped me and refused to let go. Pre-October warmup, I guess. Super short, but that's also why the voices in the back of my head wouldn't let me do anything but get it down and get it out. And every time I tried to extend it I just screwed it up, so here we are. Please enjoy, and be careful not to step into...

The Hole It Fell In - a (short short) story by M. K. Dreysen

Hey, when's the last time you went to the bank?

No, not that one, the old bank, you know, old downtown?

Right, across from the post office, yeah, with the pink granite. You know how the doors are so hard to open? The spinner even, you gotta grunt a little...

They weren't always that way. It happened when they remodeled and replaced the old oak doors. Everything set to new and clean and level, so far as tools can measure.

Why the stiff doors though? Well, you know those big steps they added out front?

That's where they buried the pocket universe. The one Mister Grange made in high school lab.

Friday, September 24, 2021

Got To Keep Groovin'

I'm on the road for the day gig this week, and with plenty of time for Pandora to work overtime. Which always results in pleasant soundtrack, but a handful of tunes really popped into my head.

Stevie Wonder, I Wish

The Amazing Rhythm Aces, Who Will The Next Fool Be

Ella and Louis, They Can't Take That Away From Me

An then a song that didn't come via Pandora, but rather through internal trains of thought.

Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers, You Got Lucky (and no, I can't explain the visuals here, either. Other than that they're a delight of early 80's ridiculousness on par with Buckaroo Banzai...)

which, there's a little bit of a story there. In on particular long-gone relationship, as the cycle wound through and then to its inevitable end, I had three moments of clarity with respect to the lady in question, all of them musical, two of them direct and then the last indirect long after we'd parted our ways.

The second moment involved the song You Got Lucky, and that the lady in question didn't recognize the singer, to the point of asking "Who the hell are you listening to?" when Tom started singing.

The other two moments involved similar reactions to Prince and Bruce Springsteen. In retrospect, as much affection, friendship, and respect as I do still have for the lady, I kind of knew that we were better off taking different paths.

But this isn't about dragging. The point instead is that it's weird and strange and wonderful how we can react to songs (stories, art, moments) and incorporate them in ourselves. And in ways that show up long after for reasons that relate only nominally to the music, yet still rise up so incredibly when the notes march.

Thursday, September 23, 2021

Don't Be So Precious With It

For this week's story, I'm thinking about a few things. Red dirt and what it might feel like to work under low gravity and high trouble conditions. What sort of jobs might be accessible when robots and humans are a functional, customizable build team.

What it might feel like when you can't quite let go of a life's work. And what someone who can't let go might do when they realize that they've reached that point.

This week's story, dear reader, is a reminder that, even with the most important works of life, there's a point where we have to let go, and remind ourselves,

Don't Be So Precious With It by M. K. Dreysen

"Don't be so precious with it," the voice over the radio told me.

Don't be...

Precious? I don't often want to throw somebody off a hundred foot fucking drop. But this seemed to be one of those times. "Hey Chuck, listen. Where's your junior engineer?"

"She's around somewhere. Why?"

"I think I'm going to need her to take a look at this. In person."

"Well, are you sure?"

"Chuck, there's an I-beam right in the middle of where the valve is supposed to go. Yes, I'm sure."

Chuck grumbled about it, but he did get Channa headed my way. "Leina, she'll be there in about an hour. Other side of the plant."

"Right, I'll rig down for her." Tab up the commands, acknowledgement from Specs that they were bringing me down.

Then, "Hey, Specs, we've got a guest coming in, human, I'll need to bring her up to get a look at the problem."

"Right boss, two humans in the lift for visual inspection. Do you need Wally or Fitz with you?"

"Nah, we'll just need Lift and Tuck on the horn. We'll probably need to lift that valve into place, I can rig it."

"Boss..."

I sighed. I programmed Specs, I know why they're the way they are. "Are they idle?"

"Wally's inspecting the welds for tomorrow's lift, assuming we're on schedule. Fitz is on cleanup."

"Ok, send Fitz my way as soon as you see our guest."

The hour gave me time to work on my schedule. Wally and Fitz could go to work on the hundred and one other bits of the job, so the overall schedule hadn't come into a squeeze. Yet. That left me checking my programs and assignments.

Every job's custom, especially out here. I ignored the various itches and faint pains, the kind you can touch when you're not in armored pressure suits. Lots of practice. I've even gotten used to working through the clumsy gloves and head's up display that my helmet gives me.

And I do like how hard it is for someone to sneak up on you. My team and are the only ones allowed inside the work perimeter unsupervised, so we've got plenty of cameras rigged up for safety. "Hey Leina, you called for me?"

"I did. You're going to want to strangle whoever did the structure work." Story of my life there. I always bid the whole job. And then the client's Specs equivalent parses out the job the way they're programmed too, trust and cost mapping and here we are, one part of the whole.

And, showing the proud young design engineer that the structural contractor had put a fifteen centimeter piece of steel right in the middle of where her control valve was supposed to go.

Oh, and doing so from a swaying crane lift suspended a hundred feet in the air. Not so bad here as back home, gravity and its magic, but it's still a hell of a long way up. "Well damn," Channa muttered. And then started in on taking her pictures.

One of the three classic reactions. Cursing, or get on the phone and start the blame game. Or like Channa was doing, break out of it and get started on the rebuild. I kept quiet until she got to the only real question. "Can you fix it?"

"Yep. The boneyard's got the steel, we'll take a day and rework the structure. Just do me a favor and doublecheck my drawings before you go."

I'd asked for as-built drawings, knowing full well they'd appear about six weeks after I was on to the next job. Such is life sometimes. But I definitely needed to make sure whatever I built fit Channa's design.

I worked on the programming for Wally and Fitz, then sketched in Lift and Tuck's, while Channa verified our drawings. "You're good here, Leina. How much?"

"A day, no need for parts, and it's all mild steel? That's in the contingency schedule." Twelve days contingency on a sixty day job. High for a traditional schedule, but I'd learned a bit since we started Mars work. Usually what ate time was parts availability, especially anything with exotic metals. "But I have to warn you, when this kind of thing happens..."

She looked confused on the HUD; our helmet glass isn't really see through, so helmet cams do the visual overlay for us. "What do you... you think there will be more like this? But..."

I chuckled. "That's usually the way it goes. And it's not a comment on the structural crew, that's Jim Manning's team, they're pretty good." I meant that, too, Jim's good people.

But even good people can get waylaid by a glitch. Maybe Jim transposed something and it propagated through the rest of the job. Maybe data transfer flipped a corrupted bit. "All just part of the gig, Channa. Maybe we'll get lucky, but I've got a duty to warn you to be prepared. If it's not a one-off, we'll see this kind of thing show up often enough that you'll want to be prepared if we do hit schedule slip."

Prepared meaning ready to get on the horn to her bosses. I like it when the client gets their yelling and screaming out of the way quick, then we can all just get on with it.

That, and we get the approvals for my soon to be oversized invoices pushed through before accounting has a chance to scream at me.

****

Specs found it.

Not the mis-measured structure, I found that. Like I'd do in turn for Channa, Jim had filed his reports and data. I poured through the video until analysis popped up the discrepancy. Just a small angle difference here, and a little extra steel Jim's Metra had needed to patch and make length.

No, Specs found something else far worse. "Boss, can you check something for me?"

Specs is mostly a state of mind. But they do have a metric shit ton of remotes, to keep an eye on us and everything else. "Where?" I followed Spec's map to the structure Wally had torn down. "What am I looking for?"

"Cuts, on the three main structural legs."

The ones that connected to the actual vessel itself, and held the weight of the platform Wally, Lift, and Tucks had torn down. About halfway up the vessel, the platform was there for observation and to make for easy access to the valves on the main feed lines we should have finished today.

The legs had been cut almost all the way through, just above the main pads where they mated up with the vessel. "Son of a bitch."

First thing, before I called anybody, was Jim's final video walkthrough. Yeah, sure, right, Jim's Ullin is just as anal about these things as is Specs, and has just as many high definition cameras to do the job right. And every weld has to be shown and inspected on final.

Jim had walked away with a clean job on this platform, the video showed it.

Which left me scratching my head. Metaphorically, I wasn't about to take the helmet off.

I called Channa first this time. Mostly because, no matter how I could figure it, Channa sabotaging the build she was so proud of didn't add up.

****

I'd given Chuck shit for his promotion. "Off-site 'director', huh? Pretty fancy way of saying desk jockey."

"Yeah, Med told me to fuck off, I'm timed out for radiation. They stuck me underground until it's time to go home."

I'd have told you that Chuck would have gone straight home rather than take a desk job. Muddy-boots engineer and proud of it. Chuck had worked this particular plant from day one, a real lifer. But even with our armored suits, there's only so much surface time available. Not if you want to make it home to spend the hazard pay.

That's the way I'd have figured it. Only, I didn't know quite how attached Chuck was to the plant. How much it meant to him to have built the place from scratch. To have babied it up to first unit production, second unit expansion, now third unit expansion.

It was Chuck's plant, and the company had taken it away from him. Once the dust settled, I had pieces to put together. How Chuck hadn't quite been able to let go, how he'd started calling Channa at all hours of the night, whenever a hiccup showed on his screens.

How he'd ignored the messages from their boss, telling Chuck to back off and hand it over to Channa. He was supposed to be teaching, only he couldn't let go of the reins.

How, not knowing that Specs and Ullin exchanged remotes for data overlap, Chuck had taken a torch to the platform legs after Jim's final walkthrough. And those three cuts weren't the only ones.

****

"I never expected I'd be so grateful for going over schedule and budget," Channa told me on our final walkthrough.

A hundred days on a sixty day job. Not bad when we had to stop and rebuild all the structural elements. For the accidental mistakes and the purposeful sabotage. "Just glad we caught it."

Channa smiled. Grimly, I think, but she'd learn. "I made sure we've got the board approval on the overages."

"Appreciate it." I'd written a report, both for the inspection board and Channa's company, and made sure that both groups knew I was submitting the same files.

But I'd also made sure to talk to Channa and her boss before I did it. Not about hard feelings, but so that they had the chance to put Chuck on his way back to Earth, and the other things that went along with that kind of fall into disgrace ride.

I do kind of wonder if, maybe if I'd had a chance to talk with Chuck a little more, maybe I could have stopped him? But that's just the ghosts and the way they talk when we're between jobs.

Thursday, September 16, 2021

(Third) Excerpt from From The River To The Sea, upcoming Book 2 of the Old Empire series

For this week's story, another excerpt, this time from my From The River To The Sea story.

We return once more to Peon, Aeneas, Rudy, and their adventures.

I love these three fools. I can't write of them without a constant smile.

(Third) Excerpt from From The River To The Sea by M. K. Dreysen, the upcoming Book 2 of The Old Empire series

Peon balanced a copper penny on his finger tips, matching the coin's weaving motion against the sea as it chased the boat beneath his feet.

He had no audience for his performance. Which was entirely the point. The sailors went about their business, as they should. Peon had paid good money for the passage, if he wanted sailors with nothing to do but watch Peon do the impossible, he could do that from any port bar in the world. Here and now, the sailors called their line settings to each other, tiller headings, the other business of putting Peon and his friends where they needed to be, with the boat still hale and whole beneath them. This time.

While Peon worked on his balance, seagulls drifted over the mast, calling to each their hope that Peon would throw bread. But he did not. Peon focused on the coin. Sea birds weren't much of an audience, either.

Memories wanted to intrude. Of card games. Of balancing a dagger rather than a coin. An adventure, not long ago, one that Aeneas might recall for the sword fight that left the Dalmation Prefect unsure of his patrynomy, but lingered in Peon's mind as the moment when he'd reached practiced fingers between the bars of the cell.

And plucked that cell's key from the belt of the guard who'd been so foolish as to fall asleep within reach of Peon's hands. Peon's treacherous mind threatened to revel in the moment of triumph, earned but not necessary to the moment.

Peon mastered himself and banished thought and memory.

He'd found the penny among the other detritus of the tomb that he'd collected. In this case, he'd tucked into the top of his boot the penny, three others of copper but with different faces, and a fingernail's width of ivory carved so delicately that only Peon's sensitive fingers could pick out the faint decoration.

Four pennies, worth as much as any other except by accident of finding a scholar with that magic combination of knowledge of the tomb, wealth to spend, and trust in an, admittedly, slightly weasel-faced thief.

A piece of ivory barely bigger than a fish scale, carved so finely that the decoration could only be felt, not seen. This worthy piece rested in Peon's baggage, below, where Rudy in his usual fashion slept through a bout of seasickness.

Peon would have shrugged at the vagaries of a tomb robber's lot, excepting that the statue, the silver coins and a handful of their gold brethren that had found their way to Peon's pockets, and that much more interesting silver wand Rudy had tucked into his own baggage, meant that, at least in theory, the three friends were indeed sitting pretty on their voyage to Cyprus.

Oh. And excepting that, just as he had banished those errant feelings of his legendary history, Peon banished the faint calls of greed to the place where heavy thoughts went when they weren't needed.

He couldn't banish Aeneas the same way. Aeneas's tread on the stairs behind, the light step of someone whose feet knew always the ground on which they walked, was as familiar to Peon as his own. Peon sighed and dropped the penny into a well hidden pocket.

"You're going to ask me again, aren't you?"

Aeneas leaned over the rail. Unlike Peon, he had come prepared for the seagulls. But Aeneas kept the bread tucked into his pocket for the moment. "No. We all agreed."

On why the trio traveled to Cyprus. "No previous... engagements." Rudy held this one in high regard. "No reason to be nervous whenever a Roman soldier walks by."

Which Peon and Aeneas could appreciate. "Plenty of commerce," Aeneas recommended. Which meant, of course, enough coin changing hands that the trio would be sure to find buyers for the bits and pieces they'd squirreled away in their baggage.

And Peon's reason for picking Cyprus as their next destination? He'd wavered. The place was almost more cosmopolitan than even Rome, safe as the Empire's second commercial jewel yet joyfully unconcerned with the questions of status and maneuver that consumed the City's residents.

"History," he'd finally put in. The island and its wonderful history, almost two thousand years or more of travelers wandering through with their stories. And the occasional lightly secured item of silver or bronze or alabaster that lent itself to the Cypriot scenery rather than wherever its owner came from or went to.

Amathus from the sea looked as interesting as any other port. Hills, villas, the incessant voices of the waterfront. Aeneas, and Rudy once he'd roused himself from his seasick stupor, fed on this sound.

Peon walked between his friends, ignoring their excited chatter. Amathus lived and the trio entered its rhythm.

Aeneas hunted for whispers of grand doings. Legions on the move, merchants adding onto their little empires. He it was who sought that which floated up in the wake of change.

Prominant children kidnapped by rivals. Messages gone astray at times most unsuitable to local political conditions. Shipments delayed, or lost completely. Aeneas bought beer for the sailors who cursed their luck and soldiers with just barely enough patience for their sergeants, wine for the lackeys of the highborn and rich.

He snuck into salons to listen to the rumors whispering between the verse and the chorus. Walked the audience at mummer's plays and listened to the jokes with the bite and the edge. "Who among them has the secret?" Aeneas asked.

"That will pay three fools their sought after wage?" Rudy replied.

"Indeed." Aeneas did not play at rumor and gossip so much as he hunted them for their rare weaving of truth.

Rudy began his hunt at the docks. Where stevedores sweated their piles from ship to shore and back again, Rudy walked. Asked quiet questions, or loud ones when necessary. Showed his calloused hands and the scars on his back, on occasion.

He sought out the mule tenders, the wagon loaders. Those who fought the flame and the iron to shoe the horses and arm the guards. Where work was done, sweat and blood given and poor recompense taken, those were the souls Rudy listened to.

Rudy liked revenge stories. Squabbling between land owners that looked like bubbling up to squads bleeding in the moonlight. The Salamarium following the Requilar out of harbor, but only the Requilar making it to her next port.

Half past midnight and three pallets of wine in the harbor, a bloody corpse no one "knew" marking their resting place. Powerful people, rich people, with tempers afire could be leveraged. Rudy liked to look for lever and fulcrum and the cracks where the one could be applied with help from the other.

Peon let Amathus wait. No.

He let the loudness of its voices wait. Flow by him, then remain in the taverns and behind the merchant's walls. The words uttered and the wind that blew them along would be there whenever he returned. In the meantime, Peon walked the hills and the roads.

Late at night, in the dark, while Aeneas and Rudy settled into the maudlin' time of the last half cup, Peon strolled the shadows.

Where the ancients waited. Decades lingered in new stones sitting on top of old ones. Marble sheathing on walls covered up last century's mud and straw bricks. The place had built itself on the top of its own bones.

Peon looked for the bits Amathus had buried of itself. Forgotten layers and the accidental wealth the grandparents never told the grandchildren of. Coins buried in the midden heap. Broken crockery piled around a statue that should have gone on the moving wagon.

Temples built and rebuilt on top of their predecessors. The gods might be forgotten, Peon knew, and the gold their worshippers threw at their feet buried with them. The whispered prayers might have long since vanished to Olympus.

But the gold yet remained. Peon trod the miles with a charcoal stick and a roll of vellum. And when he'd sketched 'til his fingers ached and walked until his feet complained, Peon went to the library.

The place where scholars congregated. And waited for someone to buy them a meal and a pitcher of beer.

Someone like Peon.

A small, quiet German scholar turned Peon on to hints of a derelict ship, hidden between tides just a day's journey south along the coast. "She foundered from too great a load," the stooped and bearded oldster whispered, between sips of an ale so heavy, Peon wondered whether the German needed a knife and spoon to consume it.

"And what temple, then, did she carry such heavy cargo to?"

"Juno," the scholar answered. But only after consuming some three more mugs of the bitter dark.

Peon gauged the German's crossed eyes. Watched then as his head drifted lower and lower, until it rested at last upon his arms crossed on the table. "Do you tempt Peon to a trap, then, oh pale and short one?" he asked the sleeping scholar. "Are my friends to be spitted upon the shore?"

"Or does the Banker's due really lie so close to Peon's grasp?" he asked himself on the way to the trio's quarters. Peon settled in that dawn with a note to himself, to return to the German's story when and if other avenues didn't present themselves.

Like the knowledge from the Egyptian, the one who'd come to negotiate the return of a portion of her master's bequest to the temple of Demeter. "Once that was done, I'd earned my freedom. So I stayed where I had some certainty of enjoying it."

"Cloistered within a temple's walls?"

She sipped wine, this one. A resinous, acidic vintage that she water-diluted in an almost ritualistic manner.

Peon had no hope the Egyptian would drink herself to the scholar's traditional near-dawn stupor. Still, Peon did admit to himself that, all else being equal, an evening beneath the stars with good conversation and slow mellow consumption of his favorite golden wine had its own dividends.

"To invest in tomorrow," Peon told himself. And the lady was pleasant company.

"My students provide entertainment, far more than enough to keep my imagination busy," she finally told Peon. Just after midnight; Peon noted the Virgin's stars wheeling into view.

Peon considered this. His companion had told him that she'd taken a position within Demeter's temple; not as a celebrant. As the temple's scholar, their record keeper.

Teacher. Of the young women, those destined to become the powers behind many thrones. "The virtuous are not known for passing rumors," Peon suggested.

"Falsehoods," the teacher corrected. "How do quiet listeners learn to judge truth?"

"By seeking out the counsel of the wise?"

She smiled. And let to Peon a painted image. Of a golden cat. "No bigger than your fist, it is said. Carved so that the goddess's favorite may observe all that takes place before her."

Peon remembered where the teacher had come from. And Bastet's place in that sun-drenched land. "Was this figure perhaps inventoried for return to a distant court?"

The Egyptian buffed her nails, then judged their polish beneath the starlight. "No mention of it was made on my master's received manifest, as I recall."

Peon congratulated himself for having avoided any need to audit shipping manifests. Nor to reconcile such between destination and origin. He also admired the scholar's patience; however the cat statue had gone missing, the Egyptian had spent some few years sifting the rumors brought to her ears by the daughters of the powerful.

"Two things occur to Peon," he said. "That the... that those who might seek such a statue..."

The lady nodded her head in acknowledgment of Peon's careful phrasing.

"Will be known to the current possessor? And..."

"And?" the scholar prompted.

"And just how such a seeker, knowing the possibility, might consider allaying the fears of the powerful?" Amathus, and the island, were far too convenient for Peon to allow any single job to cross the island from the trio's future plans. He shared some of Rudy's feelings regarding the dangers of old business unresolved.

The Egyptian pointed a finger at the sky, and then revolved her fingertip in a circle, taking in the quiet tavern, and the island surrounding it. "My students bring me other stories, you know? Of far distant lands that they have traveled with their parents. Of mountains, of seas and the lands they conceal. Have you traveled?"

Peon shrugged.

"Here, where I am, I have traveled less than a week from the place of my birth. I find myself now with the urge to go farther. To discover some new place, and new people. Those unaware of my past."

"And?" Peon said, taking now his turn to fill the conversational pause.

"And leave behind me no hint of... scandal."

"For your students' sake?"

"Nor for any who aid me."

Peon nodded. From conversation beneath star and moonlight was trust built in Peon's business.

But first, before chasing scholarly whispers, Peon must address those jobs his companions had found.

"You think too big, Aeneas," Rudy warned.

Peon snorted. For Aeneas's job, Peon had rounded up eight misbehaving mules and a flock of slightly nervous chickens. For Rudy's, the scrounger had needed to acquire twelve bull hides, untanned yet cured in salt. Then, forty rods of willow, thick as two thumbs, clean and supple and strong.

"Yes," Rudy responded. "But for my idea, we require no more than ourselves, a few pieces of equipment, and time beneath the stars unobserved."

Peon granted this objection with a shrug.

Aeneas ignored his friends' banter. His own preparations for the dawn's work, on the day of his contribution to the trio's legend, consisted of arraying the mule tenders he'd hired.

As well as putting together his tastefully chosen costume. At that time and place, the Emperor wished that none within his grasp be known as legionarries, except only those whom he'd blessed personally with that status. Throughout his demesnes, the First Roman's most loyal of followers let the Emperor's words go forth, in pronouncements vocal and written: "Only the Emperor's legions may wear the uniform of a Roman soldier."

Times as they were, and the sheer number of retired Roman soldiers being what they were, Aeneas had adjudged that his costume for the evening honored the First Roman's wishes. In the breach, of course, but Aeneas loved the proper gesture more, almost, than he did his lovers.

Well, except perhaps for that bastard Trini. Aeneas did wish he could see the Corsican's face. "He'd rather enjoy it, wouldn't he?" Aeneas mused.

"Before selling you to the governor?" Peon said.

"Yes..." Aeneas whispered. "The man's a snake... but..."

"Focus," Rudy said.

And so Aeneas did. "Remember," he whispered to the mule tenders. "Herd the mules in the camp, and then out of the way after that. My friends and I will take care of the rest."

"And if we need run?" the tender's leader asked. A woman of wisdom, Peon observed to himself.

"If all goes well, meet us at the Flatfish tomorrow at noon."

Aeneas's plan, as did all of his plans, possessed the virtue of simplicity. "I have procured the mules for the company," he explained to the character he had built for himself.

"And the chickens?" Peon asked.

"Dinner, of course. Forget about the chickens, Peon. Well, ok, don't forget completely, but let's look to our targets, shall we?" Aeneas raised his hand to pause his small parade.

Whatever the Emperor's motivations for addressing the rainment of soldiers, he'd done nothing about the traditional prerogatives of his governors.

That being the use of the legions to settle scores. Or whatever other games the governors enjoyed playing with the temporary loan of their master's power.

Aeneas brought his parade to a halt just outside the encampment of a company of soldiers; Rudy's job had been to find just where the "rogue" company had disappeared to after kidnapping the son and heir of a merchanting family.

A family who, as it turned out, had won a contract that the Cypriot governor's family had also bid for. From the navy. "This smells political," Peon had pointed out.

"Military procurement, Peon," Aeneas answered. "There are so very many contracts. This will be forgotten quickly."

Peon greeted this revelation with another of his shrugs. Sometimes, one needed to back their friends, even when the idea treaded the narrow line between merely foolish and manifestly dangerous.

In addition to scouring the island for eight of the most ill-tempered, and easily frightened, mules he could find, Peon had brought as well masks of a suitable nature for himself and Rudy. "Our friend's helmet will provide him with anonymity," Peon said.

Rudy nodded. "It would be a shame, then, to not join him in his design."

"Indeed."

Peon had chosen a particular type of veil for himself and Rudy. One that hinted, to the nervous sentry barring their way into the hidden camp, that perhaps the captain leading a team of mules had perhaps also procured an evening's entertainment.

Aeneas moved easily from exasperation to the look of a Roman captain's assured contempt. He nudged his mount, a red-bay mare who'd started the evening fractious and become only more so with the walk, closer to the sentry. But not too close.

Aeneas didn't want to spoil the surprise. "Well?"

The sentry, a youngster barely old enough for the job in Peon's opinion, coughed. "Ah, sir?"

"Open the gates, soldier. Or do I just let the mules kick it out of our way?"

The soldier rushed to release the chain before inadvertant questions interfered with the strange captain's absolute tone of command.

Aeneas eased the mare to the side, to allow the mules, their tenders, and his friends to pass. And to allow the mare to burn some small energy. She alternated between trotting in place and tossing her neck.

Aeneas just hoped she wouldn't trumpet, yet. He patted her on the neck, gently, and whispered low quiet reassurance. When the last of the mule tenders passed, Aeneas nodded at the sentry, walked the mare through the gate under a tight-held rein, and then stepped down from her saddle as soon as the whole of the parade came within a certain distance of the company corral.

The one that the freelancing company had built to hold their officers' horses. "What's worse, in your experience?" Aeneas had asked Rudy, when the big man had described what he'd observed of the hidden company's camp. "Riding a stallion?"

"Or a mare in heat?" Rudy had replied. "No contest, the mare's better. Most of the time."

Aeneas had nodded. Rudy's judgement, and Aeneas respected Rudy's judgement as he did Peon's, otherwise what was the point, agreed entirely with Aeneas's own.

Aeneas held tightly to the mare's reins as he walked her closer, but only just so close, to where the yellow stallion pawed ground behind the corral's fence poles. Aeneas kept that control, and that distance, until he was satisfied that the mare and the stallion together understood their part in the proceedings.

The stallion let Aeneas know that the moment had come by kicking at the corral's gate. When that proved as well-built as the usual Roman fortifications, the stallion backed up and prepared to launch himself up and over the corral fence.

Aeneas ignored the soldier voices building in the background; someone, probably a sergeant who really should, in Aeneas's professional opinion, have been more attentive to other business, preferably on the other side of the camp, was well on their way to yelling. Aeneas shook his head while he reached to remove the mare's bridle. "Rudy?" he asked.

"The far tent, Aeneas."

"Thank you. Peon?"

"Any time, Aeneas."

"Spectacular." And then Aeneas released the mare. The stallion cleared the fence, trumpeting his pride and his success.

And Peon released the chickens. Behind the mules, on the ground, with a vigourous shake, and a howling whistle and yell to give the little feathered alarm clocks the energy they needed.

Some two hours later, the three friends walked toward town with a young child gamely trotting along beside. "Stop?" Rudy suggested.

"Absolutely," Peon answered.

These were the first words either of the two had uttered since leaving the remains of the encampment.

Aeneas had monopolized the discussion in the miles between. Peon, upon consideration, allowed that Aeneas's plan had indeed worked swimmingly. The mules, the amorous horses, and the chickens had all together provided just that suitable amount of chaos. Rudy and Peon had run through the storm, screaming in as many different voices as they could summon, waving their borrowed veils aloft and sideways and stirring the mules to the fullest.

While Aeneas took full advantage of his Roman's captain's uniform. "I made sure to give every soldier I met a different command," Aeneas said.

"Yes," Rudy answered. "But what about the horses?"

The mule tenders had, as Peon suspected, run for the safety of the road as soon as the noise started. Peon and Rudy had claimed their charge from the tent he'd been held captive in, Rudy ignoring the ignominous ropes that bound the child in favor of simply tossing the kid over his shoulder and running for it.

The three friends, now four though the child was a little confused about the whole thing, didn't ask themselves, or at least Aeneas, about the horses until they'd ditched the soldier's costume and the courtesan veils and become simply three farmhands and a child walking along the dirt road to town.

"No plan is perfect," Aeneas admitted. "And everything else did go so well. How was I to know the company commander valued his horse above all things?"

Aeneas had trailed his friends to the tent, ordering nonsense and contradiction to any Roman who came within earshot; until he ran out of Romans to order about.

The company's true commander, once he'd shaken himself from shock to action, had commanded his men to chase down the stallion. By the time Rudy hoisted the child aloft, the Roman company had disappeared into the hills, faint calls of "Here, Buttercup, Buttercup here!" drifting behind them.

"I'd rather hoped for at least one fight," Aeneas said, when Peon and Rudy called a halt. "Something our young man could remember. You know, for later, when he's telling his papa about it."

"Scrounging for a tip?" Peon asked.

"Damned straight," Aeneas replied.

Rudy pointed at the kid, who'd spent the first mile enraptured at Aeneas's story-telling; the second mile gamely repeating the fun bits as Aeneas revisited them.

And now, as the third mile got ready to unfold, the youngster clung to Rudy's leg. Rudy scooped the lad up and held him out to Aeneas.

"What's this?"

"Your reward for a job well done. And for forgetting about the horses."

"Shit." Aeneas accepted the child, then began walking toward town.

"You know what this means, of course?" Peon asked Rudy.

The big man shrugged. "He's earned it. And perhaps next time he'll remember to hold some horses back for us."

"One can only hope." And so saying, Peon and Rudy joined their friend.

They did spare the hero of the day by alternating carrying the youngster. Otherwise, what's the point?

Some two weeks later, after returning the child, collecting their reward, and paying the mule tenders right before the hired crew boarded a boat for Spain (Peon being Peon, and not being ready to adjourn from Cyprus quite yet, he'd chosen the only strangers involved in Aeneas's master plan from among those with little time and fewer chances of spreading stories...), the three friends carried an almost-spherical, woven collection of bull hide and willow branches down to the harbor beach.

Just an hour before midnight, with the new moon and the lack of torches assuaging the stark exposure. If only just.

Rudy had delivered lead weights, and a lead weighted rope through the harbor waters, the night before. Another group of loaders hired by Peon had driven the wagon; this group Peon had hired from the crew of a naval galley headed to Phoenicia. "Did they ask any questions at all?" Peon asked. Peon being confused; he often was, at the way people just seemed to accept that his, or Rudy's, or their hero's mad galloping odd jobs made sense. Or didn't.

"Peon, they work for the Roman navy. This wasn't even the strangest load they'd delivered that day."

Peon shrugged, which jiggled in turn the leather diving bell the three friends carried across the sand. Not enough to make Rudy lose his grip; Aeneas on the other hand did complain. "Peon, please. Less juggling, more walking."

"Sorry."

When Rudy found his path rope, the trio deposited their diving bell beside it. And on top of the lead weights Rudy had arranged for the purpose. Peon and Aeneas bent to the task of securing the weights to the bell while Rudy looked out over the harbor water. And worried.

"Rudy, it's time," Aeneas said to his friend. "Put it aside, we'll know soon enough."

The big man shrugged, then grasped the main ropes on their contraption. "I'll need... help... gentlemen..."

Peon and Aeneas scrambled to join in; the bell itself was awkward; adding the lead turned their task into something else entirely. The trio struggled to drag the ungainly collection into the water.

And to the point where buoyancy finally gave them relief. When the bell at last floated free, and the lead weights lifted, just, from the sand, the trio ducked under and settled in for the long walk.

"This wouldn't work in the surf, would it?" Peon asked. The lead weights dangled beneath the bell; Peon bashed his leg on his weight more than once before he judged the distance between leg and metal properly.

"No," Rudy allowed. "A ring should work, I would think, but even that would misbehave somewhat in the surf." The harbor's breakwater insured that the bell, and the trio motivating it, didn't fight through currents and waves.

Just the tide. "Less talking more walking," Aeneas said. "Tide and lack of air, remember?"

Peon smiled and set to.

Back at the cave where they'd hidden the diving bell, Peon had wondered about Rudy's choice of jobs. "You're investing in vintage wine, now?"

That had been the only story Peon had heard of treasure sunk to the harbor's bottom. Rudy had mentioned it the first night they'd been in town, of a case of amphora from one of the more well-known vineyards in Gaul.

An Imperial vineyard. With the most valuable of seals on the amphora and everything. Apparently, the choice red had been a gift from the First Roman to the Persian court. Not so much a begging of favor as a reminder that everyone made money when certain subjects were, for lack of a better term, forgotten.

Which gesture didn't have the same impact from the bottom of the Amathus harbor, of course. In Peon's humble opinion.

"Not so much investing as... insuring," Rudy had said.

"Rudy."

The big man shrugged.

"She said you're an ogre. A man of almost infinite talents, excepting only the ability to satisfy her desires."

Rudy ignored the reminder of the insults. As he had ever since receiving That Particular Letter from his amor. "A gift, that's all it is, Peon. Surely you'd allow me the romantic gesture? The lapse into imagination?"

"The loss of your mind? My friend, Peon loves you with the devotion of a grandmother. And I say this with the loyalty of an old dog. You're an idiot."

Aeneas had nodded his complete agreement. "You are a magnificent, ridiculous human being, Rudy. A gift from the gods. And yes, a moron."

"A man in love?" Peon suggested.

Aeneas nodded again. "Yes, that's it entirely. A man in love. And we?"

"We are admirers of the virtues. Devotees of the goddess."

"We're going into the fucking ocean to recover half a dozen big ass bottles of wine because our friend is in love with a woman who despises him."

And so that's what they did, the trio. They walked to a depth of about thirty feet, darkness above and sand below, and sorted a shipwreck for the amphora strewn there. "How do we tell which ones have the Imperial seal?"

"Here," Rudy said. "I took the opportunity while we were in that Roman camp." He handed each of his friends a disk of lead, the Imperial seal proudly carved into each. "They'd built up a pile in their trash heap."

Using their feet to comb the sands, the trio found three of the rumoured six amphora jugs before Peon noticed something. Four before Aeneas did. Five before either of them had the heart to ask their Cupid-stricken friend about it. "Ah, Rudy?" Aeneas finally asked, once Peon's shrug indicated the moment had come. "Did you forget something?"

Rudy looked at the voice; darkness took the quizzical look on the big man's face. "What do you mean, Aeneas?"

"Pitch, Rudy. We forgot the pitch." Peon was proud of the way he kept the disgust out of his voice. Peon had to; the leaks and the seawater climbing up his chest meant he had too many other things on his mind to judge his friend so. "She gets five."

"Peon, please, I promised all six."

"You wrote her a gods-damned promise?"

Aeneas tisked his tongue. "Comrades, please. Focus."

Peon shrugged away the momentary anger. He had to; the water was now brushing Peon's chin. "I'm cutting the ropes, Rudy."

"Fine, fine. Just so long as I get to blame you for my broken promise."

It took more than an hour for the friends to wash onto the beach; the bell maintained enough air to float them all, and the amphorae, to the surface, and quickly. It was the swimming that took forever, while the bell slowly fought to return the amphorae to their original depth.

Exhausted, the trio lay on their backs in the sand, the tide now turning and chasing their feet. They'd left the bell to its doom; the amphorae they'd dragged above the high tide line. "Ok, Rudy, you can indeed blame me for your broken promise," Peon said, upon gathering his breath.

"In exchange for?" Aeneas added.

Peon considered it. "When did you send the letter?"

Rudy didn't answer. And he still didn't answer.

"Rudy, when did you send her the letter?"

"The one where you promised her all six of the Emperor's jugs?" Aeneas added.

"Guys."

Peon sighed. Because the new moon decorated the sky above, and the stars alone wouldn't illuminate his usual shrug. "Time to go, gentlemen. We've amphorae to ship."

"And assassins to dodge," Aeneas added.

Rudy waited until his friends had rigged three of the big jugs so that he could carry them; Aeneas and Peon took the other two. "Aren't you two jumping to conclusions? I'll admit, I did send the letter that morning."

"When you heard the story."

"Right."

Peon let the math run through his head. Their Amathus trip had now been ongoing for just over a month.

The delight of Rudy's life, the moon in his stars, the woman who'd vowed to string Rudy up by his toes and skin his hairy hide from his bones, resided in a palace in the sand some two weeks away by boat.

Irenala the Witch Queen had won her palace and her lands through magic and cunning. She'd aquired a navy, small and deadly, and terrified a certain subset of the Roman merchant captains with her tactics and her astonishing knowledge of their most valuable shipment schedules. Irenala's name and deeds were sung of in taverns in three different countries; Imperial scholars had begun to take notice of her many virtues and whispered-of powers.

Irenala's patience was, most notably in Peon's researches, not generally listed among either category.

By the time the trio returned to the Crab's Breakfast, sunset relenquishing the sky behind them, Peon had begun to admire Rudy's solution to this minor problem.

Or, perhaps not solution, so much as a hastily improvised covering of the trio's tracks. Rudy had paid a merchant to ship the amphorae, using unknowing intermediaries and trickling out one by one over a space of five months, to Irenala.

From five very different ports. "It's the best I could do," Rudy said, as the trio trudged to the bar.

"With the money in your friends' pockets," Aeneas said.

"I'll settle the bar tab," Rudy agreed.

Peon sipped a bitter beer; Peon felt the stimulation as needed counterpoint to the ache in his feet. And the worry in his mind. While Rudy went upstairs, to change and bring back coins for the bar bill, Peon ruminated.

By the time Rudy returned, Peon had come to a realization. "Were the merchants people we know? Respect?"

Rudy thought about it; Aeneas raised an eyebrow. "I don't believe we've used any of their services before tonight, Peon," Rudy finally answered.

"Good," Peon continued. "Ok, not good. Deplorable. Necessary. We used aliases, I hope?"

In fact, Peon and Aeneas had remained well out of sight while Rudy negotiated the details of his convoluted message to his lover. "Of course, Peon. Do you want to tell me where you're going with this? Even for you, the logic isn't..."

Peon turned to the bartender, tapping the empty mug until Peon received the nod of acknowledgement. "Tonight, we will grieve."

Aeneas didn't reply. Instead, he drained his own cup of wine, a musty white Aeneas had been saving the taste of for a special occasion, and set the empty next to Peon's.

Rudy's own beverage of celebration this night had been a bare hint of ice brandy; a rare delicacy from the Alps, Roman wine frozen and concentrated to just the right strength, then aged in barrels rumored to have been carried by the First Caesar during his campaigns in Gaul. Rudy's back ached, his knees screamed. The sip of brandy, a cup of the day's-catch soup, and now Rudy wanted nothing more than a bed and dreams of Iranela. Certainly not a night of drinking for reasons he didn't understand.

"Peon, please..."

Aeneas put his hand on his friend's shoulder. "She'll destroy the vessels, Rudy."

"The last one, at least," Peon added. "Knowing Iranela, though, she might start with the second one. Or perhaps even the first, once she realizes whose delivery they've accepted charge of."

Rudy's face drained of blood. "Oh." The big man laid aside pleasant dreams and recovery time, and set his own cup on the bar.

Long hours later, Peon watched the fire. Aeneas snored comfortably from the window seat, while Rudy lay face down across the table. Occasional mournful blubbers drifted from between the crossed arms the big man used for a pillow. Coins lay scattered across the table, change from the necessities of the evening. Peon considered going to bed.

Especially when the scholar came through the door. Peon heard the creak of hinges; this he ignored. Later than normal, this visitor, but certainly none of Peon's business.

"Ah, is anyone awake?" the voice asked.

The voice resonated in Peon's mind; it summoned memories. Peon should have ignored the twinned whispers in favor of the fire and the ale remaining to him. Or perhaps the soft bed waiting.

Instead, he turned to discover whether his ears had grown comfortable with mistakes. "Son of a bitch."

The scholar heard the words. And, likely in Peon's judgement, recognized their source. The old man, tall, rail thin, met Peon's eyes. "Ah, Pellonius."

"Peon."

Marcessus nodded. "Is anyone alive? Or have you done to the innkeeper what you've done to the ale barrels?"

Peon shrugged. "Everyone went to bed. The server told me to use the taps as I needed." Peon turned back to the fire.

Marcessus set his traveling gear, backpack walking stick and a leather dispatch bag, next to Peon and Rudy's table. Then he went behind the bar; Peon listened as Marcessus poured his own mug of something. Then Marcessus took up a seat next to Peon. "You three must have had a very good day. Or an exceptionally bad one."

"Provisionally, both."

Marcessus smiled, shook his head, and sipped from his mug. By happenstance, or perhaps not, he'd chosen the same bitter beer as Peon. "You're leaving Cyprus, then."

"Soon."

The old man accepted Peon's conversational minimalism without comment. He had some experience, perhaps. "Need a job?"

Peon looked at Rudy, Aeneas, the bottom of his cup and the faint flickers of the fire, before he turned to Marcessus. "No politics?"

"You're sitting in the middle of the Empire, Peon."

Peon admitted that politics invaded everything. And that the scholar was uniquely unsuited to leaving well enough alone. "I will protect my friends."

"Above all other considerations."

Peon shrugged. "You didn't answer."

Marcessus weighed his goals. His former student wouldn't have believed him if he'd said so, but Marcessus did actually keep Peon's needs firmly in mind. "I need to return to Antioch. Briefly, to recover a set of documents."

That, and listen for hints of Ceila's progress. Perhaps leave a letter for her. In the event of fair winds and following seas, maybe visit the location he'd hidden in plain sight on the map he'd created for the governor.

Marcessus hadn't planned on meeting his old student tonight. He was, in the event, happy to let the proceedings evolve as necessary.

Peon would have loved to have spent his life ignoring the bloody wavefront of the Empire's movement. In an ideal life, the one in Peon's head revolving principally around lovers and beer and tales well told, the trio's ears would never again be troubled by the legions and their doings.

Antioch had been one of the cities on Peon's list. To visit, to stir the dust of the ancients and sift for the fragments they'd left behind them. Rumor flew, of the Persian general and her surprise visit to Antioch. Along with several thousand of her closest and most vicious friends. And how Astilinna had spectacularly mistimed her invasion.

"Nonnian yet survives, Marcessus."

The scholar nodded. "That is what the Empire reports, isn't it?" Marcessus weighed his options, the needs of his students old and new. "Nonnian holds a map I should never have made for him. If he keeps it, uses it..."

Peon met the old man's eyes. Peon recognized what he saw there. Determination. "We are not soldiers, Marcessus. Even Aeneas cannot protect you if you insist on pretending we are something we are not."

"Asking you to do that which you will not?"

Peon turned away. The old man had never pretended. Peon knew better than to believe his mentor would change now. "What do you offer in exchange, then?"

"Ah, Peon," Marcessus said, easing down in his chair to sip from his beer, and hide the grin. "If I told you that you were the only one in the world I could trust with this particular map, what would you say?"

Peon didn't bother to hide the look of disgust that crossed his face. Though Peon did hope that keeping his face turned to the fire left the old man mystified as to the extent.

Peon pondered then the wisdom of working for someone who knew his weaknesses. "You've financing, at least?"

"Of course."

"Ah, well," Peon finally said. "We didn't really have anyplace better to go."

Marcessus's knowing chuckle followed Peon as he made his way up the stairs to bed.

Tuesday, September 14, 2021

Nothing's Complete

not until the storm has fully moved away. Allison and Harvey taught us that. But, so far at least, we are weathering Hurricane Nicholas fairly well. No power at the moment, and neighbor's fences testify to 40+ mph sustained winds overnight. This means whole sections pushed over, but not torn to shreds, so no real 70+ winds locally. I suspect our local power substation took some kind of hit, so don't know when power will come back. Ah well, such is life sometimes.

Thursday, September 9, 2021

Three: An Excerpt from In Her Eyes

This week's story is another excerpt from my upcoming book, In Her Eyes. Chapter Three looks back in again on the younger days of Charlie LeBleu, and how he came to meet certain lifelong aquaintances of strange worlds and doings...

Three: an excerpt of Chapter Three of In Her Eyes, a forthcoming novel by M. K. Dreysen

"Goddamnit, boy, you sure as hell know how wreck a fence."

Charlie had to agree. But he'd warned his great-grandfather. "I'm only thirteen, Paw-Paw, I don't know how to drive yet."

"You're old enough to figure it out."

Sort of. Charlie was supposed to just back the truck into place, in the gate of the cow pen.

Easy enough, right? And it was, everything had gone just fine, Charlie had ignored the blood rushing in his ears, popped it down into reverse, checked the mirrors, and hit the gas. Just like he'd seen his uncles and his grandfathers and dad and...

It all happened in slow motion. The truck started in the grass, and that went ok, until the back tires ran over a huge fire ant mound, but Charlie held the wheel all right, jarred the thing a little because his foot pulsed the gas pedal when the truck rocked up and down. He had it under control. Until the truck passed from the grass to the churned up dirt; where the cattle had worked the ground going in and out of the pen.

And the rodeo began. Charlie pushed down, but instead of the brake his foot found the gas, and the truck bucked and spun its tires and the wooden posts that formed the main corner of the pen jumped into view in the rearview mirror and it was time to hit the brakes for real where is it, Charlie?

Not where his foot searched and pushed. That was the gas pedal again.

The corner posts didn't stop the truck at all. Neither did the old boards of the fence. Charlie came to a stop after twenty yards or so of noise and splinters and rail boards scattering everywhere. But only because he'd finally convinced his brain and his foot to get off the gas and try for the big wide brake pedal instead.

"Are you ok, son?" Charlie's Paw-Paw asked him.

Charlie was ok. Horrified, at the pushed in bumper and tailgate. "Oh, Paw-Paw, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to..."

The old man wasn't pissed. His great-grandson was alive, and it was just a truck. "It's fine, son. You're not hurt, and you weren't going fast enough to do any damage we can't deal with. Here, let's see if we can get the tailgate open."

But first, Charlie had to move the truck out of the fence. Pen. The collection of debris, mostly.

He wanted to argue about it. But the field was open, and going forward he could handle. Maybe. He started the truck, put it in gear, and let it idle forward. Just far enough to clear the gate post. As soon as he saw that in the mirrors, Charlie braked.

This time his foot found the brake just fine. It had to, Charlie hadn't moved his foot anywhere near the gas to begin with.

"Did it drive ok?" Paw-Paw asked.

Charlie wasn't sure he'd have been able to tell one way or another. But the truck hadn't screamed at him, and it had gone where it needed to. "Yes, sir."

"Good. Help me with the tailgate."

The old man and the young man, the former cursing and the latter trying not to grin, managed to get the tailgate down.

"Good," Paw-Paw said, when the screech of the steel had receded. "Let's have a seat and look at your mess."

It was pretty epic. Charlie had taken out three sections, post to post to post, of the cattle pen.

"Good thing. Your uncle's needed to replace this thing for years. And now he doesn't have any more excuses."

Charlie heard a father's exasperation, and years of "I'm telling you". He just wished he hadn't been the one who'd forced the issue.

With that knack for knowing when trouble's on the loose, Uncle Levi drove up in his own truck just a few minutes later. "I knew leaving the two of you alone was a bad idea," he told the old troublemaker and the young one as he got out of the truck. "I just didn't expect it to be quite so expensive."

"At least he didn't burn down the hay baler," Paw-Paw responded. "If you're looking for expensive." The old man cocked his eyebrow, letting Levi know that he wasn't going to get away with anything, so long as his father was around.

Levi looked down, kicking the dirt like he'd just been caught out. "You're right, Daddy, it's not as expensive as burning the hay baler."

Charlie didn't bother concealing his smile; soon enough, neither did the other two. "I'm sorry, Uncle Levi. I stepped on the gas instead of the brake."

"Are you hurt?" Levi asked. "No? Then it's water under the bridge, son. There's nothing here that we can't fix. Besides, as I'm sure your Paw-Paw told you, I've needed to replace this thing for years. And now I can't hide from it. Besides," and now Levi walked over to the other side of the gate, where the pen fencing was whole. Only it wasn't. Levi walked around the pen, shaking the occasional board free as he went. "You didn't knock these down, son. If I put cattle in here, we'd just waste their time and ours. Best go ahead and get it fixed."

Paw-Paw leaned over Charlie's shoulder. "Besides, he's got money saved up to pay for an all-steel pen. Don't let him fool you. What he's really worried about is the fact he's going to spend the next two weeks tearing this one out. And then paying someone to build the new one."

"What lies are you telling that young man?" Uncle Levi called.

"Nothing you haven't heard before," his father responded.

"Good, I'd hate for you to run out of stories, this early in the day." Levi walked the remainder of the pen, cataloging the work he'd have to do. When he was done, he walked over to Paw-Paw's truck, pulled a diet Coke out of the ice chest, then he sat down on the tailgate. "I'm thinking we'll be best off just going ahead and pushing the rest of it down today. Tear it up as best we can, then I'll call George Benning next week."

"George give you a good price?" his father asked.

"Fair enough."

"Why not have Aaron and Ally do it?" Charlie asked. Ally was his mother's brother. A year older than Aaron, who was ten years older than Charlie. Aaron and Ally, from all the stories Charlie had heard, were the real reason his great-uncle and great-grandfather weren't too fussed over Charlie's bout of destruction.

At his age, Aaron and Ally had put the big red tractor into the pond. Sunk to the axles in mud, Paw-Paw had had to rent a bulldozer to get the tractor out of the pond. By their standard, Charlie was pretty mild.

"We need the thing finished two weeks from now, three at the most. I want to make the June auction, end of the month, so we need the pen to work the cattle." Levi laughed. "Ally wouldn't have any problem doing the welding, but George's crew will get it done in a couple days. Ally and Aaron would take a couple weeks at best."

"If you can get him," Paw-Paw added. "Ally's been on that new pipeline in Harlingen, they're working him sixteen hours a day."

Charlie had ridden in Ally's pipeline truck, a three-ton Ford rigged out with all the tools a pipeline welder and his fitter needed. The company expected Ally to be there whenever, wherever needed.

After Mom and Charlie's step-dad divorced the summer before, Charlie had moved in with his great-grandparents. Almost a year now; Ally had taken the pipeline job at about the same time. Since then, Ally had made it back to Lake Charles about one weekend in a month. "Maw-Maw says he's going to end up coming home with a senorita."

Levi and Paw-Paw laughed. "We'll know when that happens," Paw-Paw replied. "That'll be when we don't see him at all for six months."

"And then we'll be going to the wedding," Levi added. "Let's go get the tractor."

That afternoon was consumed with the pen. Charlie drove the tractor, most of the time. It had a hand throttle, and the clutch and brakes were under opposite feet. Besides, he'd had more experience with the tractor.

Levi made him step down when some of the older posts broke at the ground, instead of pushing free of the dirt. "I'll do this one. There's only about a hundred things that can go wrong with this part."

Charlie saw why when his uncle popped the clutch on one of the corner posts. The middle posts, the couple of them that snapped clean, their stumps pulled free under the tractor's torque as easy as a rotten tooth.

The corner posts didn't. They wrapped the chain, then Paw-Paw and Charlie backed off, well clear. When Levi was satisfied they weren't in danger of catching the chain in their teeth, he revved the hand throttle up, foot pressed on the clutch, and then popped it free.

The corner stump held under the stress, for just the least second. Long enough for the front wheels of the tractor to come off the ground, as the engine and the post fought for first fall. Charlie's heart jumped. He stepped forward, his Paw-Paw reached an arm across, "Hold it, kid, he's ok," and then the post stump lost the wrestling match.

The tractor settled back down onto its wheels, and Levi and machine and stump shot across the grass, the big square creosote-soaked piece of wood rolling in a big arc as Levi turned the tractor.

He eased the throttle down, and backed into place, in front of the second stump. When Charlie had cleared the chain and then wrapped it around the second corner stub, Levi nodded. "See what I mean?" he asked Charlie.

"Yes, sir." Charlie and Paw-Paw stepped away, and Levi repeated the performance. This time, Charlie knew what to look for.

It still seemed like this stump took longer. Like it held an extra heartbeat, just to remind the cowboy on the seat that he'd wrapped himself into a risky endeavor.

Levi and his father and the young man finished pulling and pushing by the time the sun signalled it was time to wrap things up for the day. "I'll go in and get something started for dinner, son. You stay here and help Levi clean up."

"Paw-Paw went in to cook dinner, I guess," Levi said, when the debris pile was as ordered as a pile of broken wood, rusted iron, and plenty of red dirt, could get. "Tractor's fine here, let's get the chain back in the box, and then you and I can go get cleaned up."

"What about all the stuff in the back of Paw-Paw's truck?" Charlie asked.

"Tomorrow. Can you get the tailgate closed?"

The tailgate was bent and ugly, but the hinges worked, and the latch held.

"He's not gonna care about it," Levi said, pulling another diet Coke from the ice chest. He stood there, leaning over the truck and using ice water from the ice chest to mop his face.

That looked so good, Charlie climbed into the back of the truck so he could do the same thing. He got a Coke, though. He'd tried the diet Coke, Levi had switched to that as his daytime drink just over the past couple of years. But the diet drink tasted almost too sweet to Charlie. Here under the sun, there was something about the Coke, damn near frozen, he almost drained the can before he could stop himself.

"Probably should have taken a break. Don't be afraid to stop and get something to drink, kid, it's goddamned hot out here."

Charlie remembered the summer before, pulling frozen gallon milk jugs of water from the stand-up freezer in the house, then running them to Levi or Paw-Paw on the tractor while they cut, raked, and baled the hay. "I remember."

"Good. How's Paw-Paw doing?"

Charlie thought his great-grandfather seemed just fine.

But Paw-Paw was seventy-two this year. And he'd had a stroke, or something, a couple years before Charlie was born. Levi's question was the first time Charlie connected Paw-Paw his great-grandfather to that most terrifying of things, mortality. "He looks good. Do you want me to keep an eye on him?"

"Yep." Levi fished a can of Skoal out the pocket of his overalls.

Levi had quit smoking when his father had, after the stroke, Charlie had figured out. The stash of cigarettes in the camp kitchen were there for when Levi broke down, otherwise he'd made the switch.

When he finished putting the dip into his mouth, Levi put the can back in his pocket. "You'll do better with the truck, I think. The only trick to it, it's just like the tractor. Don't get in a hurry, and don't be afraid to go slow, with your foot on the brake. The fast stuff will come later."

Charlie nodded. The two of them loaded up, Charlie in his Paw-Paw's truck, Levi in his, and they drove back to the camp.

Charlie didn't idle the truck the five hundred yards or so it took to get there from the pen.

But he didn't do much more than brush the accelerator, either.

The summer flew by, that one as thirteen became fourteen, and school started back up again. Hay cutting, cutting up; Charlie went back and forth between Dad and Mom's family. Talked to his mom on the phone on a semi-regular basis. She'd taken a job that put her on the road, audits. So she'd parked him with her grandmother. Not that he minded.

He listened for the marsh to speak to him again. He felt it, often. A brush up against his mind, a weight that never quite lifted. A point on the compass, as much as anything. He could point to it, anywhere he ran the three-wheeler, tractor. Increasingly, by August, the truck.

Charlie had more or less forgotten that the world of high school barreled down the road. Two weeks before that started, he had marching band to come back to. But even that still let him take off to the camp on the weekends. The only real difference was that he wasn't at his Dad's during the week.

"Are you ready for it?" Dad asked him.

Charlie didn't now the answer to that question. Not for sure. "I don't know. I guess so."

"Just be ready to work. The rest of it takes care of itself." Dad gave him a hug, an awkward one. "Tell your grandmother I said hello."

"Yes, sir." Charlie got down in Maw-Maw's driveway, wondering again why even his parents now had the habit of great-grandmother as grandmother. It was more funny than anything else, Charlie figured. He'd just have to make sure he never said anything to Grandma about it.

Maw-Maw and Paw-Paw were waiting for him. Should have been, last Friday before band camp started, he'd be headed to the camp with Uncle Levi... whose truck wasn't parked across the street at the shop. 'Where in the hell are they?' Charlie asked himself.

The door was locked. He tried it, nope, it really was locked. For the first time ever, as far as Charlie remembered. The way he'd always known it, you made the drive into Lake Charles from wherever you came from. Late night, early morning. It didn't matter, you pulled in, and maybe there'd be a hundred cars lining the street, maybe there'd only be Maw-Maw's car in the garage, but either way you just opened the door and walked in.

Until you didn't. The garage door was closed. Another first. He tried that, but they'd just installed a garage door opener a couple years ago, the manual lock had seized shut years before that. Because no one ever needed to use it. Charlie started to walk around to the back door.

Then he stopped himself and went to the shop first. Crossed the street, look for cars, Friday afternoon and people would be loose soon enough, don't get run over. "Hey, Miss Agnes, where did everybody go?"

Agnes Underlook ran the front office at Uncle Levi's shop. After what happened with Aunt Grace, she'd taken over the behind the scenes stuff, too. In Charlie's estimation, she'd become much more of the shop, at least the way outsiders interacted with it. And she'd become more part of the family doing it, too. "Your Maw-Maw took off for Houston, sweetie. She's going to visit her cousin, hmm, let me see if I remember..."

"Aunt Edith, and Uncle Lemore. They live about an hour north of town, just outside of Spring." Edith and Lemore came into Lake Charles a lot more often than Maw-Maw and Paw-Paw went that way. "Why'd they change?"

"Maw-Maw said it's too damned hot to cook for you bunch, so she's going vacation." Spend enough time within meeting distance of Charlie's great-grandmother, and she became everyone's Maw-Maw.

Charlie laughed at that. "I guess I'm lucky she didn't head to Mexico." Which was the last real vacation his great-grandparents had taken, almost ten years ago. Charlie barely remembered anything of it, but there were plenty of pictures of Paw-Paw's fishing trip, and Maw-Maw riding a horse through the middle of the little town they'd stayed in. "What about Uncle Levi? He doesn't usually leave until about three?"

"Took off this morning, sweetie. Grace is off on one of her church trips, we're pretty caught up here, so your uncle said he might as well get an early start."

Charlie's shoulders slumped. Dad was headed out to Lafayette on a service call; Charlie remembered the name of the restaurant, if he had to he could call the place and get ahold of him. Or Ophelia, but she was at work, too. She was working for a contractor, one Uncle Levi subbed for on occasion, she wasn't all that far, actually, if he had to he could...

But no. Oh, he could kill time here, Agnes probably wouldn't mind...

"What's wrong, Charlie?"

"I'm staying with Maw-Maw, Miss Agnes. And I don't have a key."

"Oh, lord. And you usually go up to the camp with Levi, on the weekends?"

"Yes, ma'am."

"There are times... I think the world of your family, child, but the whole damned bunch of them would wander off and leave their heads on the shelf, given the chance."

Charlie shrugged. "It's ok, Miss Agnes. I haven't checked the back door yet."

Agnes nodded at that, her face puzzled but calm. "Good point. I'm sure your great-grandmother has done many things in her life, but forgetting a kid doesn't sound like her. Go see if it's open, sweetie, and come let me know one way or another."

Charlie didn't tell Agnes about the time his Maw-Maw had left him sleeping in the middle bedroom, so she could run off and visit with her sister. Or something, Charlie didn't remember the details of it, he'd been only nine months old so he was going by his mom's description of it. Maw-Maw had taken charge of the baby, laid him down for a nap, and then forgot and took off to see her sister.

Charlie's mom and grandmother came in a couple hours later. He'd rolled off the high-sided bed, collected a bruise on his forehead for the trouble, and then taken off across the house. "You didn't complain at all, kiddo. For all I know, you'd have raised yourself just fine."

"Were you pissed?"

"I'd have cut that old lady apart with a butter knife," Mom laughed.

Charlie thought maybe she was joking. But when he considered how he'd have felt in that situation... yeah. He'd have been pretty goddamned mad about it. But it was Maw-Maw, and nobody got hurt. So the anger hadn't lasted.

'Or the memory, either,' Charlie told himself. 'Maybe Mom didn't have any choice, though.'

He peered in the back windows, the utility room, the kitchen. The front bathroom, the corner bedroom. Maw-Maw had storm screens on every window, so Charlie couldn't really see inside.

He enjoyed staying with Dad and Ophelia, Will and Margie. They were fun, they were love.

They were getting on his fucking nerves. Two years in a row now where he'd been there a whole summer. Charlie was glad of their love, and returned it. But he was also mostly an only child, and staying with that many people in one house, night after night... and here was Maw-Maw's house, empty until Sunday evening.

Not a soul would be around, over the weekend. Oh, maybe somebody would drift by. But Levi and Grace were gone, the shop would be locked up until Monday. If someone knocked on the door that he didn't care to see, Charlie could stay quiet and let them go away.

Charlie popped the storm screen loose on the kitchen window. Then he pressed and wiggled, jimmied the window lock.

To get it open, he need a thin-bladed screwdriver. But that was easy. Paw-Paw's shop was twenty yards away, and Charlie knew how to get into that. The lock needed a key; the shop had a window that Charlie could pry open. Even better than a screwdriver, Charlie found a spackling knife. It slid between the window panes, slid the lock aside, like it was the perfect tool for the job.

Charlie climbed in, opened the back door, then shut the window and put the screen back in place. Put the tools back in the shop, closed that window, and walked back to the house. Everything looked normal. He had a second way in, the window he'd left unlocked but with the screen on nobody could tell that. Yep, he'd do just fine staying here. Maw-Maw had more food in the fridge and the freezers than she could ever use. Cokes in the pantry, coffee if he wanted that, and cable television.

He walked around to Levi's shop. By the time he got there, his smile split his face and he almost floated across the road. "She left the back door open for me, Miss Agnes. I guess I'm staying here this weekend."

"Are you sure, sweetie?"

"I'll be just fine. Dad and Ophelia are home this weekend, if anything happens I'll be able to call them. Or Uncle Marion, if I have to."

"You'll be lucky if he picks up the phone, kid. On weekends all I ever get, if I have to call him, is the answering machine. Be careful, sweetie. Oh, and clean up after yourself. You don't want your great-grandmother coming home to a mess."

Charlie ran back across the street, barely looking to see if any cars were coming. He didn't know what the weekend held; all he could think of was that there would be frozen pizzas in the oven, as many Cokes as he could drink, and a three-gallon tub of ice cream in the freezer.

And hours of black and white monster flicks.

A year or so later, and Charlie would probably have found a way to get himself into trouble in a different way. The traditional way, by calling up a friend with a car and going out to look for it. Or maybe staying in and raiding Maw-Maw's pantry, where she kept the liquor bottles.

As it was, the trouble Charlie got into that weekend started in the back yard.

Charlie made epic work of the frozen pizzas, the little kind that a growing teenager needs two of just to get to pleasantly full. Maw-Maw had half a dozen of those, and a couple of the larger ones. During the school year, she liked to take those out for an easy dinner for the three of them.

Charlie kept Agnes's admonition in mind. When the pizzas were safely in the oven, he picked up the plastic and the boxes and tossed them in the trash. Trash day was Wednesday, so he didn't have to worry about that this weekend.

He just had to empty the food bowl Maw-Maw kept on the counter. That's where the cantaloupe rinds and the apple cores went. Plus the couple of pieces of pizza that Charlie couldn't quite make himself finish. There was no garbage disposal, so all the plates got scraped into the bowl before they headed for the sink and the dishwasher.

And the bowl went out to the raccoons. Paw-Paw owned about ten acres, with the road the parish had made him put in going right through the middle of it. The shop and Levi's house were on the south side of the road, along with an elementary school at the very end of the property, Paw-Paw had donated that bit to the parish, too.

On the north side, the house and a barn, plus a pasture, garden, and pig pen. One of Charlie's jobs this past year had to get out before dawn and shoot the rabbits that raided Paw-Paw's garden. Since Marcy graduated, the horse she'd used to ride barrels, Red, a big gelding, had been retired to the camp. His only job now was to join in when they worked cattle.

Here, Paw-Paw didn't have any pigs this year. No chickens, either, so the raccoons were the sole recipients of the food bowl garbage.

The back of the property was a huge thicket; two hundred or more acres of parish land, where the high voltage lines for the parish ran through. Those were a good two or three hundred yards away from the family property, though, and most of that stretch grew wild. Marsh trees, oak and gum trees mostly, with a scattered handful of pines. Coyotes lived there, most likely, the possums and the raccoons and the rabbits most definitely.

Charlie had waited until almost dark to start his pizzas cooking. By the time he'd stuffed himself and cleaned the debris, it was well after dark.

Abbott and Costello were busy chasing the Wolfman, or vice versa. Charlie let them get to it so he could clean the kitchen. Ahead of the ice cream massacre he had planned for later. But none of that would be heading out to the raccoons. So he gave the kitchen his best Maw-Maw look, the once over with the rag in one hand and a critical eye to survey the work, and then he took the bowl out to empty in the accustomed spot.

This was a big beech tree Paw-Paw had left in place when he'd cleared the property. Just behind it, but not all the way around, at ten or eleven o'clock, say, from the back porch, where Maw-Maw could sit quietly with a glass of tea and watch the little boogers go at it, Charlie dumped the bowl.

He'd done it enough finding the right spot was easy. But he'd have known it, in the daytime at least, from the scattered bits and pieces. Broken nibs of pork chop bones, coffee grounds, the little markers the banded pirates had scattered from their nightly feasts.

Charlie didn't call out to them; Maw-Maw did that. These were the closest pets she had, now that she didn't keep chickens. And she was terrified of dogs and cats. Which Charlie thought was kind of odd, she'd grown up on a farm, spent her entire life, more or less, keeping a farm, and dogs and cats are the ones she's afraid of?

He'd have to ask somebody about that, there had to be a story. But tonight, he settled for dumping the bowl and heading back inside.

The bowl he wiped with a paper towel, to get the coffee grounds and the gooey bits that wouldn't quite let go of the stainless, before he washed it and set it back in its place.

Then he went back to catch up with Abbott and Costello. The boys had apparently had a good time of it, because they were busy running from an invisible man holding a cigarette. "Good thing I've already seen it," Charlie told the tv.

But there were plenty more running. And now that the clock on Friday evening was running down, the shows coming down the pike were a little more of what Charlie thought of as "real horror", not the stuff that he could have watched with Will. Cat People, the black and white one, came on next. "Cool," Charlie said. He'd seen the remake, a staple of Elvira's show, but this was the first time Charlie remembered catching the original.

There was microwave popcorn, ice cream, and a horror movie on the tv. Charlie couldn't remember the last time he'd had this kind of night. Or maybe if he'd ever really had this kind of night.

The noise intruded on Charlie's moment. Low, soft. Low-pitched, at first. Then, the noise built. Louder.

Higher in pitch. Screaming. Charlie broke away from the movie and ran to the kitchen window.

Like Maw-Maw, Charlie had left only the light over the stove on. He'd be a shadow, he hoped the little bulb wouldn't be enough to outline him to the backyard. He looked first to the beech tree.

It had to be the raccons, fighting. Maybe a neighborhood cat got in the middle... he counted three shadows. Still dark forms.

Two smaller ones. And something larger. The light streaming from the kitchen, almost the yellow of a kerosene lantern in the late summer night, was too much, it showed Charlie some, but not enough to let him see beyond the mass of them.

They faced off over the food dump. That much he could make out. The smaller two closed in over the food, crouched in place and facing the back, the woods.

Where the larger form lurked. Just inside the trees and tall marsh grasses. It wove in and out, teasing whatever watched.

The noises stopped. Charlie figured they'd all seen his shadow moving across the backyard. He stood still, waiting.

The noises came back. Started in low and quiet, again. Growls, Charlie now understood, from the racoons standing guard over their meal. Then, building up, louder and higher to the scream.

As the larger shadow pushed out from the woods. Just far enough to ramp up the screeching. And then it faded back between the trees, until the low growls returned.

"Big dog," Charlie told himself. "Or maybe a coyote." He'd seen the signs of it, or them. A pack of dogs roamed the area, strays and orphans who'd made a living from the boundaries. The woods were dense and large enough to keep animal control from chasing them down. Whenever Maw-Maw or Aunt Grace called the cops, they'd show up, but the dogs would be gone. Trash raiders, and when they'd had chickens, hen killers if they could get away with it.

Since it was a rare dog to have any interest in vegetables, Charlie had been glad his Paw-Paw hadn't made him go out and shoot dogs. No need yet and thank God for that. Rabbits he could handle, if nothing else the fricasee Maw-Maw had made of the first batch he'd hunted from Paw-Paw's garden, last fall after the frost drove off their worms, had made him a lot more comfortable with the whole thing. But he wasn't much interested in shooting dogs.

If it was a dog. The raccoons had finally calmed down, quieted down to return to dinner. The only sound coming through now was the tv from the front room, and the cicadas winding up to helicopter levels.

Until it added its voice. This one started loud and got worse. A high cry, blinding scream, a woman finding her child dead scream, a thing to bury itself into the back of your skull and rattle your spinal cord loose scream. Charlie clutched the kitchen table, his fingers pulling now, on the table cover and then the wood beneath. Until his knuckles ached.

Whatever it was, it sounded just like a woman's scream, only ten times, a hundred times louder, penetrating. It locked his muscles into place. Only Charlie's mind ran, like a rat in a maze ran, back and forth, in circles, hunting for something that could tell him what the hell that thing was what in God's name could sound like that.

When it stopped, the first time, at last, Charlie thought of a cougar. A swamp cat, Paw-Paw had said you could hear them for miles when they screamed like that.

His mind threatened now to just blow it off. He knew what it was, now, and sure it was scary as all hell, the cougar screaming like that right outside the back door. But the big cats were shy, swamp cat panther shadow moving back into the woods it wouldn't have anything to do with... only why had it come so close, then? Back in the woods, ok, right up in the thicket, but the house was right here, and the lights, and sure Charlie was by himself...

It had been just more than a year since Charlie had first felt the touch of the spirit of that marsh, up by Levi's camp. He was a book kid, a story kid, he'd more than read enough of those over his life to have dreamt of touching another world. And he'd found it.

What Charlie's other grandmother, his Dad's mom, called the quiet world. But she'd never said that in front of Charlie, every time he'd heard anything it had been because she'd said it to Nicole, his oldest cousin. The one who was supposed to take on the secrets, Charlie figured. All he'd ever heard was that Dad had learned healing tricks, little things that helped burns, bruises, cuts. And that Nicole had learned to see, the future and the past and the present.

And that "It skips a generation." Which explained Nicole being the one Granny taught.

Charlie had blown all that off. Until last year. Every time he went to the camp now, he understood that the quiet world was there. Doing its own thing, moving along just out of sight, out of mind.

Except, apparently, when the worlds needed to meet.

But that was there, at the camp, not here in the mundane world. Charlie had dreamt and thought of that place and the touches of it on his mind. But he hadn't dared to dream it was anything other than one very special place he'd been allowed to glimpse and meet. Once.

Until tonight.

It happened when she screamed again.

When Charlie listened now to the vibrations of the bones at the base of his neck, her screams prying at those bones, tearing he was falling to the floor because she wanted to insert herself into his mind and... it was a she. She was a she, and she was a cougar because that was what Charlie's mind had conjured. Sitting on the couch, watching the old movie about shapechangers, he'd given her form and ideas and she'd taken it.

And now she was going to take him. As reward. The racoons, scant defence that they'd been, were gone. He didn't even have the obnoxious warning sign they'd given him.

She held him there. She came to the beech tree, just out of the light. A shadow against shadows, she waited for him. Why, she hungers and she calls for him so Charlie stepped to the back door.

He opened it, ignored the nerves and the way his hands and knees didn't want to work. His body heard the scream and felt the hunger and wanted to go anywhere but here. Or just slump in place. What it didn't want to do was listen and walk through the door to the back porch. Charlie forced his body and mind to do it anyway.

He walked, step after step, across the concrete. Hedges marked the edge of the back porch, a part of him pretended these were enough. That she'd have to come over, around, through the waist-high plants and that would give him time to run.

His mind knew better but they were all here together, bub, what you gonna do now?

Her hunger crept in and took over. The primal urge enveloped him, a hard hot blanket of need.

Standing at the edge of the porch, he saw her teeth flash in the light; she yawned, grinned to give him the full view. Fangs. And then she came for him.

Blink of an eye and she should have been over the hedge row in a bound. The form she'd chosen could leap the gap without touching a single leaf of the tree. He was less quick than a deer, he was prey and he was standing there, ignorant of what he'd stepped into. She leapt.

And crashed to the ground, still beyond the light, beyond the beech tree and the raccoons' feeding spot. She yowled, and the sound of it etched itself on Charlie's nerves. She jumped now, strong enough to clear the hedge and the porch roof and go all the way to the roof of the house.

And went nowhere. She crashed back down to earth, closer still to the woods and the boundary. She screamed frustration now, and this was fire burning Charlie's mind and drowning out all sight and sound until nothing but her anger and hunger existed.

'I will not fear in this house,' Charlie whispered. And this was a difficult thing to say. An impossible thing to believe, as her anger rolled over him, as she crouched for another jump. But he said it anyway. And said it again. "I have nothing to fear in this house, in this place."

He said it, and for just an instant the fear lessened. Not enough for Charlie to be brave, not yet.

But enough to know it was fear, of her and her hunger, that gave her the route into his mind. So he held his fear, closed it in, took it, accepted it because fear was from Charlie. No one else could give him himself, she could bare her fangs she could scream and tear at his mind she could throw the taste of him, the blood and the hot salty sweet delight of it the way she'd enjoy it and savor it for eons, that she could do. Induce.

But that fear was his. And here, in this place, under this roof, in this grass that he cut twice a week at the height of summer when the Gulf rains came on every afternoon and that was the only way to keep the stuff from turning the house into a hay lot. She stood there where he and his great-grandmother called in the raccoons and the possums and made them part of the family and she threatened him.

She claimed him as her own, under a tree he'd climbed since he could walk? Charlie let his fear bleed, let it overwhelm him, let it come up and blind him to where he stood and who, what stood in front of him ready to consume him. Charlie took that fear.

And he forged it, hammered it, with every step and every breath. He walked around the hedge that she couldn't jump to. Through the light and into the darkness and by the time he stood a hot breath's distance away from her... when he said "You are powerless in this my house. I have nothing to fear from you."

He said it, even as he tasted her own saliva from the tongue lolling out over her fangs and felt the panting breath on his face. He said it, knew it for truth, and he reached out his hand and told her, "Go."

She had no place here. And now she knew it. But she didn't move. Here, Charlie shared her shadows, the kitchen light was nothing but a memory. His eyes adjusted now, and he saw her. A magnificent mountain lion, cougar, but the black on black of a panther. She grinned at him, stretched her tongue out, almost within his reach. Enough so he could see her drool coating tongue and teeth. Close enough so his mind imagined it dripping down, hot and thick, as she feasted on his corpse.

Charlie took one more step. Close enough, he would breech whatever barrier now his mind screamed at her tongue would wrap around his hand trembled and she stretched and stood and bent her mouth and claws to grasp him.

Between them was only air. Bridged by a faint few drops of saliva, falling from her teeth onto the back of his hands.

In his mind, in his spirit, she grabbed him sank her teeth and claws into him drilled her hunt and hunger into his mind he was a deer prey food and she took away something of him in a tearing grinding bite of his mind and heart and soul she pulled it from the center of him where these things meet.

She touched down on all fours, a very large cat frustrated, admitting it, and now she was ignoring him, walking away into the night and wherever it is that she'd come from. Charlie realized she'd left him something, given him a glimpse of herself, that this was a place of excursion, her part of the quiet world lay distant from this part of the city and the parish. Her home was where? He didn't know, she was out of place and knew it.

But she took a piece of him with her. His mind insisted that the shadow weaving between the trees and the grass held a chunk of meat, dripping, bloody, in her jaws. Somewhere in the boundary region, his mind saw even as his eyes told him she was nowhere to be seen, she clawed her way into the branches of the only black oak in a thicket of white and live oaks. And she feasted on what she had stolen. Staring at him, grinning between bites.

Charlie shuddered, and the fear that he thought he'd mastered and forged into bravery turned to vapor, just like that. He stumbled back inside, quick quick almost ran back inside, and fell on the couch.

On the tv, the black and white movie gave way to the more recent color remake. Charlie looked for the remote, desparate to change the channel or turn up the volume and drown in the flickering horror of it he knew not which.

"Our time has begun, Charlie LeBleu. We will meet again, boy. Do not forget."

She whispered her promise into his mind. And for the first time, Charlie knew that what she had taken from him was something very real.

The weekend passed into the week. Maw-Maw and Paw-Paw came home Sunday afternoon, and she lit into Charlie as soon as she walked into the house. "You stayed here this whole time? You should have gone to your dad's house!"

Paw-Paw laughed her off. "She's just pissed because she forgot you were coming home, son. Don't worry about it. Just watch your step for a couple of weeks, make sure you don't piss her off more."

Thursday, September 2, 2021

Undesired Observation

Some stories, dear reader, ask questions. In a similar way, I think, to the questions of young children. Why does... and how many times will... and when do they... and how do they... and...

and the one that, parent or child, teacher or student, all of us stand on both sides of. How do you know? Do you really know, for certain?

Lopere Usef is a student, and still very young. Lopere happens to stand at a moment in life that comes to us all. That precise moment when life beckons, and asks certain weighty questions.

But before Lopere can begin to answer those questions, dear reader, as you'll discover in this week's story, Lopere Usef must first confront both an unwelcome and an...

Undesired Observation - a story by M. K. Dreysen

Lopere had grown confident of himself. Of the bits and pieces of knowledge that he could gleam from the books and the lessons. Of the physical challenges that he had begun to overcome, and the games he occasionally won as a consequence. His horizons had both shrunk, and grown.

They didn't include strange dreams. Lopere had never suffered from the unusual. Even direct-visualized games and movies had never really bothered him. Lopere's nightmares had been limited to falling, drowning, and failing to pass.

Never a moon-shadowed face, a fog-hoarse whisper, a coarsened phrase as meaningless and weighted as "All that you stand for will be pointless. Your deeds, poisoned. Your words, forgotten."

Lopere woke with the image and the whisper every night running for a week. And then, and probably only because he grumbled into chapel with even fewer hours of sleep than he and his classmates normally did after a marathon gaming session, Lopere decided he needed to mention it to the class counselor.

"I'm not cracking up, am I?" Lopere asked.

"No, Student Usef, you are not cracking up." With the help of the school's medical staff, Teacher Sedario had gone through all of the expected things. Eyes ears nose and throat, pulse weight and heartbeat. Comparisons, the computers and the staff patiently cataloging and measuring against the seven years' accumulated data that the medical logs knew as Lopere Usef, student. "You have, however, made it to a somewhat rare and noteworthy position in the school's hierarchy."

Teacher Sedario waved Lopere around the desk so that the student could see the teacher's screen. "There, your bloodwork shows what's going on. We're going to have to move you and your colleagues to another dorm."

"Why?"

****

Tempre Sedario enlisted the school's chemistry teacher. Both for the obvious expertise, and for the comfort of working with an old friend. They waited to bring in the confirming gas monitors until after the students had been moved, a parade of grumbling teenagers leavened only by the newness of their destination and the rumors flying of why they'd been forced to pack up and change sleeping quarters.

"You still remember?" Omel Abdallah asked over their helmet radio link. The chemist held glass probes in either hand, high and low sensitivity, leads tracing to the portable lab on his back and the faint glow of various analysis program displays shining on the glass of his helmet.

Sedario grunted. He'd taken the swab job, bending over student desks, stretching to get the tops of the doors, kneeling in corners, tracing out the surfaces of student life with silico fibre. "Teacher Reyls claimed it was the stress of finals combined with the effects of the gas. 'Understandable psychological reaction, of course'."

Abdallah laughed at the echoes of their old teacher's voice. "'You'll be right as rain, just as soon as we get you a few nights in clean air'. But he was right, wasn't he? Couple good nights of sleep, and they'll laugh it away. They've been trained to recover from far worse than trace volcanic gases."

Sedario smiled, nodded.

And tried to ignore the memory. Of the shadowed head, disembodied, floating over a mixed sea of sand and scrub grass. "You will turn your fellows to ruin," that voice had said. "They will look to you for guidance and you will show them the route to hell."

Only, Sedario reminded himself, he hadn't. When they'd needed him, when he'd stood at the controls of the Grace and been ordered to turn away from the solar-storm induced famine because the Service needed the hospital ship elsewhere, Sedario had looked at the faces of the bridge staff, and the medical team on the video screens.

And deep into his memory for the face over the desert and the voice in his ears. And he'd turned to the communications team and said, "Turn it off. We're not leaving until the planet is properly stabilized. Essential communications only until I command otherwise."

****

Georg Tavisch volunteered for the radar job. Down in the dorm basement, dragging the sensor unit one patient yard at a time.

The computer built up a model of the ground beneath, so Teacher Tavisch had a nice visual to help pass the time, along with his beloved sonatas. So much of a reminder of Combat Engineer Tavisch's former life.

So very far from the last job, mining a lunar station. Someone else's lunar station, at that, Tavisch had spent the whole time wondering at how very far the worlds had turned that sapper was still a perfectly valid job description.

And, whether he'd have to push the big red button. Engineer Tavisch had held no illusions, not at that point in his career.

He'd had to push the button before. In the heat of battle, where his and his companions lives had depended on the result.

Only, this time, in a welter of confused orders, all of them demanding a result with none presenting an immediate danger, Georg had found himself remembering a sound. A whisper of piano and aria, a line, something about "Dreams, all dreams fill with the screams of the condemned." And so Georg had disarmed the switches and then crawled through the tunnels to render the explosives inert.

The computer's model of the radar waves showed Georg tunnels, faint little fingers probing at the dorm's foundations. Nothing at all like a sapper's construction, except for the results if left unchecked.

****

"Principal Moliere."

"Student Usef. Thank you for coming."

Lopere, anxious, took the seat in front of the Principal's desk. He'd only ever been here, by himself, seven years before. When his father had brought him to the school. "I came as soon as I received your message, sir."

The Principal smiled, an easy and soothing gesture. "I thought we owed you a chance to learn a little more about your nightmares, Lopere. Here, look." The Principal turned his computer screen so that the student could see the model results. "A hazard of our school's location. The volcano has never been so quiet as the original surveyors proclaimed it. Occasionally, the volcano reaches out to remind us of its power over our lives."

Lopere looked away from the screen and at the 'window' behind the Principal's desk. Principal Moliere, unlike the man who'd sat in this chair when he'd had his own nightmare and discussion, preferred to set the video screen to show the stark, very inhuman surface of the planet whose surface the school sheltered far beneath. "But, the gas monitors?" Lopere asked.

"They tell us when there's an acute level of the gases. But trace amounts can build up in our bodies long before the monitors would signal a more dangerous concentration. And, as you've discovered, those trace amounts can have a certain soporific effect."

Lopere looked down at his hands. "Is it..."

"Permanent? No, Lopere. Another week or so, and this will be no more than a memory for you."

"This has happened before? You're sure?"

Principal Moliere weighed his student's worry. And then he nodded. "I cannot promise that the memory will ever leave you. Many of your teachers carry such memories from their own student days."

Lopere saw, very briefly, a strained, almost harried look flash across his teacher's face. "Do you? Remember, I mean?"

Frank Moliere felt the surf wash over his face, smelled salt and burnt flesh and the call of something grasping at him from the deep.

And then, as his heart beat and threatened his ribcage and the sweat ran across his back, Moliere remembered that he'd recovered his platoon, every one of them, even Share Young. She walked away on a creation of synthetic muscle and nerve and bone, but she had walked away, as had all of the others.

Just as Frank Moliere had walked away from the warning phrase of memory. With a feeling of something like triumph, then.

And sorrow, now. "I have my own memories, Lopere. I can't and won't say what your dreams will mean to you. You've a lifetime ahead of you to discover such things. Now, if there's nothing else?"

Lopere Usef took the hint with a nod, and a smile that only barely concealed the sense, not so much of worry now, but confusion at the vagaries of adults.

Frank Moliere waited until Lopere was long gone, and the screen behind him showed something close to sundown, before pulling the bottle from his desk drawer.