Saturday, October 30, 2021

Things That Have Been On My Mind Lately

Things That Have Been On My Mind Lately

Somewhere between this guitar solo (B.B. King, The Thrill Is Gone)

and this one (Slash in Guns N' Roses, November Rain, the first melodic solo)

I think there's a Pink Floyd solo, at least in my ear. And for Slash's second solo break here, there's a Screaming Jay Hawkins song that sticks in my ear for some reason.

Continuing something along those lines, somewhere between this (Alexis Korner and B.B. King, Alexis' Boogie)

and this (Steve Gibson's acoustic line on Reba McEntire's version of Fancy)

there's a story about how musicians play for each other. I'd love to know a bit more about how Steve's playing and Reba's singing were recorded, because it sounds to me like the production was layered around those two lines.

Other things on my mind this month? Well, since it's Halloween, I'm thinking about which horror movies folks are thinking about; I've also got a stack of horror stories built up in my to-read pile.

Horror fans have always had their own ways of getting their fix, I've been wondering how that will evolve with the new streaming world. Mostly we seem to have found our own paths again, at least as far as movies and such, with written works coming on fast now.

Thursday, October 28, 2021

Let Them Seek

Here in the gathering gloom before Halloween... This week's story, dear reader, takes us for another visit to the world of the Boyar's Curse, here via another excerpt from the second (upcoming) book in that series, Katerina's Curse. Step with me and let's see what lies beneath the stones of an old estate in the hills above an older city...

Let Them Seek - an excerpt from my upcoming novel Katerina's Curse by M. K. Dreysen

Where a Colonel in the French Army had checked into the hotel, a Baron's lackey checked out. "I will either return tonight, or otherwise inform you of my arrangements."

"Of course, Mister Belanger. We are happy to serve."

If he'd taken the job, Rik could take as well the advantage of the position. The estate, such as it was, lay just a few miles from town. He arranged a horse, rather than a carriage; the stables with rides for rent were an easy walk, at least, from the hotel. "Nothing fancy, please, I need a workhorse, not a show pony."

"Lizzie should do well for you, friend. She's a good worker."

And the mare was; old enough to have patience and young enough to have energy. She allowed Rik, especially after he slipped her a lump of sugar. He'd filled his pocket from the breakfast table.

Rik and Lizzie were at the estate, and he'd made the aquaintance of the groundskeeper, before much of the city had awoken. If his shadows from the night before were early risers, Rik felt no indication of it. This knowledge he horded. It may or may not make a difference, but he'd take any edge he could get.

The estate turned out to be modest. At least in terms of the house. "The family was never large," Ernst, the groundskeeper, told Rik. "Two, maybe three children at most."

And the general?

"The youngest grandson. There were three of that generation, the girls passed away before they could have children. He had joined with Napoleon, made his first visit as baron after Austerlitz."

Was it awkward, then, a baron from the wrong side?

"He smiled, whenever he visited. The folk here are pragmatic, Mister Belanger. The emperors make their wars, and we resign ourselves to the results. A baron with ties to Paris is, by many standards, less than difficult. Julie," and the groundskeeper waved to the north, assuming Rik knew of Julie, "The demesne he works is tied to Moscow. Catherine herself stayed there, many years ago now. At least we don't have to use a different alphabet when we write to Paris."

And the new baron, someone completely new, with no ties to the family?

"I will work the lands, keep all in good management. The world changes, Mister Belanger. I've sent my three little ones to Berlin, and Rome. They will find some new task, I think. Whether it had been the general, or this Baron Caillou, I believe that our little home will soon be sold. Until then, we work."

As promised, the interior of the house was as modest as the exterior. All in stone and wood, no more than one hundred years old, if that. "The family rebuilt after a fire in seventeen seventy-eight," Ernst told him.

There were windows and light, and furniture in the German style. Some of it carved fantastically, all of it walnut and oak and the other hard woods. The kitchen centered the house; a giant coal-burning stove centered the kitchen. Maddie, Ernst's wife and the only other person who lived on the estate permanently, tended all of these things together. "It's easy enough, I do the daily work with no trouble. Spring and fall, I hire whichever of the village children haven't been spoken for. Put them to work with broom and mop and buckets to clear the dust."

"The furniture?" Rik suggested.

"Oh, for God's sake no!" she laughed. "I wax and polish that myself, while they sweep and dust. These things are tough, but they'd wear out just as quick as anything if I made the mistake of turning teenagers loose on them."

The three of them enjoyed coffee around the iron beast; three ovens in the thing, but Maddie kept the coal fires small. "With just the two of us, and our rooms adjoin the barn. I keep it warm enough for coffee and tea during the day, and to make sure I don't freeze in the winter. Ernst eats lunch here with me."

"I don't want you to have to run the whole house just because I'm..." Rik began.

"No," Maddie interrupted. "It's good for me. The place doesn't have the life it did. The general last visited some two years ago, since then we've had no chance to make the house breathe, even a little. You stay here, burn coal in the fireplaces and light candles to read by, and bring warmth to the stones."

Rik smiled now, caught up in her joy. The two of them were, if he'd have guessed, perhaps fifty, if that. Old enough to have three children off to the universities, with the general's aid and blessing if Rik gauged the situation properly. Young enough that grandchildren had yet to arrive.

Ernst, Rik had discovered, was resigned, if not quite cynical about the possibilities. How then Maddie?

She smiled, patted her husband's hand where it wrapped around his coffee cup. "Ernie worries. But we've done for our children what we could do. The general was kind. We'll be ok. Reynard will soon have his own practice, at worst he will have to put up with his parents living in his back room, and we've savings enough to insure that he will be able to do this."

Rik allowed Maddie to fuss over him as she showed him his rooms, not the master suites thank God but the second set of rooms. Similar to the hotel, but larger at least, and plumbed as well for running water. "Ernie's father put the plumbing in, and thank God for it. He empties the water during the winter, so that the pipes don't freeze and we save the money for coal where it isn't needed."

"Should I write a letter for the hotel?" Rik asked, after they'd returned to the kitchen. "I made sure to tell them I'd likely be staying..."

"But you weren't sure what you'd discover," Maddie finished for him. Giggling. "I don't blame you. There are places here, Julie does his best but the fool's by himself. And that old woman in Moscow refuses every request he's ever sent her for money. For repairs, for insuring his crops and gardens are maintained, for anything at all. She wants only the profits. When her children come to inherit, they'll be lucky to piss in the outhouses, if those haven't rotted to hell in the meantime." She giggled again. "Yes, please, write a note for the hotel. You join Ernie, he's dying to show you his gardens and his crops, and the animals as well. And I'll get your luggage here by nightfall."

"Do you need money?"

She blew her lips. "Like hell do I need money. We make our way here, Mister Belanger. And we send good money home when we do it. The Caillou man might sell us off, but it won't be for lack of profit. Now get out of my kitchen, and tell me when you get back how beautiful my pigs are."

Rik didn't have to struggle to complement her pigs. Or the rest of the farm, for that matter. Apple orchards, pigs and chickens and goats, with a cow and her calf lording over it all. "The fields are for rye?" he asked.

"Hay, rye, and we rotate as best we can with peas, cabbage, and turnips. We've thirty acres total, with the woodlot included, plus more in the commons if we need it." Ernst gestured across the low hill that backed the estate. "Across that one. I plant it mostly for habit."

"And to make sure they don't forget your share?"

"That, too."

The barns held tack for the dray horse. And a surprise or two. "That mower came from England, didn't it?"

"And there's a steam-power thresher in the village. The general sent them, and more besides. He didn't spend as much time as he would have liked, but he never forgot how hard it was to work these fields."

"How many hands do you hire?" Rik pressed. The estate wasn't large, by some standards. But thirty acres managed by one middle-aged man...

"Mostly trade in-kind. And the thresher belonging to the estate makes sure there's a lot of in-kind to work with."

Ernst had led them around to the woodlot, which was basically the rough ground and face of the hill. "I keep the pigs out of the apples until there're no groundfalls worth anything. Here, I let 'em root for the acorns and other mast." He pointed out the big oaks, the maples, the birch. The forest kings, hidden away in a pocket. "They anchor the wood. With the coal, now, we don't take anywhere near as many as they did in my grandfather's day."

"Do you send trees to the sawmill, then?"

"Three, this year. Two birch, and a maple. The three of them came down in a storm, so we took stumps and all. Otherwise, I just try to manage the smaller ones and the undergrowth."

The two of them walked between the shadows. Rik appreciated Ernst's management; there were paths between the forest kings, but only a few. The thicket growth was there, enough to mask the deer that had to be there.

And the red squirrels chattering over their heads. "Do you hunt them?"

Ernst shrugged. "I enjoy their gossip. There are enough deer to take one or two per year, but the woodland is really not that big."

"And it's isolated." The hill behind, and the commons on the other side, was surrounded by roads and fields, and the village on the other side of the commons. A pocket, indeed, and overall twenty acres across the hill itself.

Not large enough to hold the concentration of deer that the noble families would prefer. "Did the general participate in hunts?"

"Rarely. He preferred duck hunting, when he had the time. The deer lots here are all similar. Enough for a family, not enough for the sort of hunting parties the Black Forest hosts."

By now, the two men were chasing the sun back to its evening position on the other side of the house. A single-horse carriage made its way up the lane. "That'll be your luggage," Ernst suggested.

Rik nodded. At the start of the walk, he hadn't noticed that the house rested at the bottom of the estate. Here, walking back down, the slight strain on his leg muscles, and the view that the elevation gave him of the lane below, stirred memories. Of tactics, and keeping clear view of an enemy.

"Who's that I wonder, behind him?" Ernst asked. "There," and he pointed.

Rik held his hands over his face, to shade his eyes. That Ernst had seen the person standing at the end of the lane impressed him. "A young man..." Rik began. And then he felt, smelled, that sense of unreality he'd been so involved in the night before. "Ah," he said. He stopped himself before he went further, aware of his companion.

Ernst grunted. Instead of putting his hands over his eyes, he pulled the brim of his hat down further. "He doesn't look familiar, he's no local."

"Do I get to guess how you figure that?"

"City clothes," Ernst replied.

Rik let his hands drop. Knowing that, from here, he'd look natural watching the carriage continue its way to the house. But standing there longer would probably give the watching creature reason to be suspicious. "Let's continue our walk, Ernst. And, I guess I'll need to tell you something of what I saw last night." So he did that. Briefly.

Rik left out of his story the business with the master, and the meeting. Rik assumed that the estate manager would have a limit to his credulity.

And Rik had no intention of dragging Ernst or Maddie into whatever this was. But he had to warn them that the creature standing at the end of the lane was no friend.

Ernst didn't say anything. The carriage was there, and they concentrated on unloading the trunks. Rik paid the carriage driver, thanked him, and then the two of them finished bringing the trunks up to Rik's room.

Ernst put his trunk down and moved to the window. Maddie had pulled the shades back, and opened the glass to let the breeze do its work. "There he is," Ernst said. "Stay back, you'll still be able to watch him."

Rik moved up behind Ernst. The two of them stood there, until the carriage moved past the creature. The carriage didn't stop, it just slowed down long enough for the target of their interest to climb up beside the driver.

"I wonder if my hotel wasn't a mistake?" Rik suggested.

"The nationalists have many connections," Ernst said. "More likely he offered a bribe. Or the driver is part of their circle."

"I don't want you and Maddie in danger, Ernst."

Ernst snorted. "The nationalists are no threat to us." He continued when he saw Rik's skeptical face. "Oh, they don't want Germans here. They just want their own stories, language."

"History..."

Ernst shrugged. "You wondered why I'm so sure we'll need to sell. I think that, rather than fight with my neighbors, we'll leave. And let the world change as it will."

Rik didn't want to ask the question. He did it anyway. "Is there anything odd about that one, the other man?"

Ernst led the way down the stairs. "Perhaps he's been injured, did you notice his crooked back?"

And that was the end of it. If Ernst carried any uneasiness about the creature, as Rik perceived the man, Rik couldn't detect it.

Rik pondered this over dinner with the couple. He had seen, been party to, many unusual situations over the centuries. Not least his own introduction to those his daughter called the shadow children. Leftovers, memories of an older world. He'd come to trust his instincts, had Rik. He'd had to, all things considered.

And he'd come to know that very few people listened to their own, similar instincts. Rik didn't believe this part of his curse was a gift, along with time and strength and health. No, he'd learned rather that, if he had any advantage over others, it was that he'd had long, long quiet nights aplenty to learn his own mind. And to trust it when it warned him.

Or suggested a different tactic. "Maddie," he began as she closed up the kitchen. Ernst had left as soon as the plates were cleaned, to tend the animals.

She stopped him. "Ernst told me of the spy who followed your luggage. And that Ernie thinks him part of a nationalist ring being nosy."

"I worry there's more to it than that," Rik replied. And so he repeated his story of the evening before. Of the heavy, rank smell that had greeted him at the train station. Of the shadow that had investigated his room at the hotel.

And, unlike for Ernst, of the meeting in the lost alley, between the creatures who'd followed him and their master. "I believe that he summoned these spirits, Maddie, and bound them to a human form."

Rik waited then. She would ask...

"And how do you come to believe this? What right do you have to such knowledge?"

"I've had occasion to learn, to my detriment." He'd never had reason to tell his story. Rik wasn't about to start now. "But I suspect that I'm not the only one here with such knowledge. Who are these creatures, Maddie? And why would they be so interested in me? Or the estate?"

"God help us if that's the case," Maddie said. She signed herself, then. And, instead of blowing out the last candle, sitting in a brass holder at the corner of the kitchen counter nearest the back door, she lifted it and led him to the kitchen table. "Here, there's tea enough for another cup."

Rik pulled two cups from the board next to the sink and joined her at the table. "Do you know their master, then?"

"Know?" she asked. Then shook her head to negate it. "Not him. Heard, suspected? That," and she sighed. Heavily. "Yes, I've heard rumors. Of a man who's dug himself through a mountain's worth of old libraries. Looking for lost knowledge, mysteries."

Rik remembered the walk down from the hill, then. Three, perhaps four small estates, such as the one Julie ran. All of them within easy gossip distance. Part of the village itself, the old bones of old kingdoms. At least one or two of them, likely, held libraries.

And within all of the reach of Bohemia? How many such homes, castles, forts tumbled-down to scant shade or shelter from snow and rain? Enough for the rumors to flow with the gossip. Maddie told him of these whispers. "Supposedly, the man is from Istanbul."

Constantinople, Rik's memory whispered. Memories threatened him. He'd let them wash over his mind, later when he could allow them to percolate. "He's hunting shadows."

"Just so."

"Apparently, he found some," Rik said.

Maddie pushed her finger through the still-soft wax where it puddled at the drip-pan of the candlestick. "If your suspicion is true, perhaps. Or perhaps he brought this particular knowledge with him, these shadows."

Rik took the advice seriously. In one sense, it didn't much matter when or how or where the summoner had learned this trick. Maddie was reminding him, however, that if Rik jumped to conclusions on this question, then he'd likely miss something important when it did matter. "And either he's jumped into the Czech movement..."

"Or he's using them as tools of convenience."

The two seekers after rumor sipped their tea in silence for a few minutes. The older of the two contemplated his new suspicions, and the wisdom of his companion. "My chief concern is your safety. Whether they're interested in me alone, or the estate itself."

Maddie didn't look at him. Instead, she gazed at the candle's flame.

Then, she set the tea cup down, in exchange for the candlestick. "Come, there's something you'll need to see."

She led him to the stairway. And around, to the door to the coat closet tucked beneath the stairs. When she opened this small room, he found what he'd expected at this time of year: A dusty little unused enclave, awaiting the fall weather change.

Maddie leaned in, then down. She fumbled with something, and then pulled a hook free, rotating it from beneath two floor boards. Rik saw this detail when she asked him to lift the stone beneath. "It's heavy enough I don't lift it by myself, if I don't need to."

He recognized this. Almost one hundred pounds, if he judged it right. Easy enough for him, the simple flagstone, but Maddie must have needed a prybar if she did this herself. "Who else knows of this?" Rik asked.

"Ernie. The general, God rest him. And now you. Go ahead, walk down. There's not enough room, otherwise." She handed him the candlestick. "You'll need this."

Which he was glad of. His night sight was good enough, but underground there wasn't the least starlight. The candle's flickering light showed him a well-built set of stairs, oak, simply but strongly built, falling away.

To a tiny room full of books and scrolls. Bare, without the shelves, Rik could have touched both walls simultaneously. With the shelves, he kept his elbows in. And his back stooped, the ceiling couldn't have been more than five feet in height. "Family records?" he asked.

Maddie sat down on the stairs. There was room for only the one. "Ledgers, journals. They survived the fire, apparently, so the family built this place to protect them."

She'd told him before that "The family" was a stretch. The general's great-grandmother had inherited because she'd been goddaughter to the last heir. And his family had inherited three or four generations before that for a similar reason. But "The family" remained, here. In ink and dust, crackling parchment and leather aged to fragility.

The stones of the ceiling and floor were his only view of the construction of the place. Close-set, precision-cut; the barest hint of mortar between joints barely a knife's blade in width. Hints of rust here and there. "It's caged in iron."

She nodded. "To hold the stones."

"To protect the books from prying senses."

She didn't deny it. Maddie simply let him explore the shelves.

The vast majority of the papers seemed just what she'd said. Ledgers, of barley oat and rye harvests. Pigs slaughtered, poor seasons for rain or too much snow. An old bible, a book of latin poetry.

The feeling snuck up on him, somewhere between the poetry and a hymnal. That tense brief contraction of the muscles at the base of his skull, wanting to pin his ears back. Something more hid here. He moved to the bottom shelf, in the back left corner.

"I wondered..." Maddie said.

How deeply I'd dig, Rik thought. Whatever the iron binding of the stones did to ground this collection, within the space his instincts were fully aware.

His hands found three books, two larger volumes and a smaller volume. Without looking, he'd have called the smaller one a testament, a pocket book of prayers perhaps. The kind he'd seen in Jerusalem, first, when he'd wandered among the pilgrims some six hundred years prior. Each carrying their faith, loose-held or tightly woven.

But this was something else entirely. "Goddamn that man," he whispered, when he got a look at the cover of the little book.

"What's that?" Maddie asked. Rik didn't answer. He was too busy chasing memories.

Before the Grimm brothers found their niche, before Andersen, a Russian monk had spent some few decades scouring these lands for stories. Of gnomes and trolls and old gods lost.

Rik flipped the pages, for a little story hidden in the middle of the three hundred pages. His story. "The Lost Boyar" Iosif Fedorivich had named Rik in those pages. Which Rik considered close enough to the truth; that's not what irritated him.

It was that Iosif had found so many pieces of the truth. Not the curse, and Rik thanked God for that part, at least. But Iosif had learned of the slaughter, and Rik's escape from it. "The Boyar went out from the burnt castle, and lost himself in the affairs of men and women of foreign lands."

Rome, Britain. Iceland. Then back east, and farther. To Asia, then down to Egypt and Africa. Back, some centuries later, through Jerusalem, where Rik had lost himself in the Crusades, a hermit, a healer patching together those poor souls, pilgrim or local, caught in the midst of the madness. "And I brought back a few baubles, stories..." Rik murmured. A diamond from Africa, a scroll from China. A tiny figure of the Buddha, from India, carved from jade.

Memories of his travels. Legends, when he'd parted with them some two hundred miles away from this cellar. For a beer and a request for stories.

Of such moments are fables woven, Rik reminded himself. The tale had grown in the telling, and Iosif had faithfully reproduced it inside his pages. What to do, Rik wondered.

He set the tiny fablerium aside in favor of the other books. An anatomy, because of course there would be such, in Arabic. "This is older than the family, by far," Rik pointed out.

And so too the final book. In Hebrew and Arabic both, this one. "This is the Shaprut Scholaria."

"You've seen it?" she said, shocked.

"No, but I've heard of it." Hasdai ibn Shaprut, patron, protector of a little group of scholars and scientists and minister to the Andalusian caliphs. Legend had it that Shaprut corresponded widely, to the Khazars, to Byzantium. Croatia. The Scholaria too had been rumoured, a collection of the best of the minds Shaprut had collected. Their thoughts on the caliphs, philosophy, science. The Qabbalah.

"One wonders just how the family came to be here."

Maddie nodded. "The hints are in the earliest journals. There are a few written in Hebrew. The very first. But within a decade, they'd switched over to German entirely."

"Baptism?"

She shrugged. "None of them discuss the why of it. It just happened. The pogrom in Prague, I'd guess."

Rik murmured a prayer for the lost. He'd been a world away, returned just a few years after that particular fever of the fourteenth century had passed. To a region learning to hide the scars. "And the gossip claims this man is hunting books?" he asked.

"Every library he can bribe his way into."

Rik paged through the Scholaria. "I've known a few who would do murder for books." He closed it, set it aside with the other two. "I suspect this man is one of them."

"And these books?" she asked.

Rik shook his head. "For these, if he's what you and I have reasons to suspect? For these books, he'll do far worse than murder."

Friday, October 22, 2021

Old Friends

So, for the purposes of this week's story, dear reader, Friday is Thursday? Apologies, but the days got lost for me this week. Still, here we are on the back side of October and we have reached the end of what I think I'll call Teacher's Secret.

Please enjoy this tale of recovery and dark paths and, most of all...

Old Friends - a short story by M. K. Dreysen

Mel and Greg met two, sometimes three times a week. Lunch, dinner with the families, coffee. They'd held themselves together as friends, somehow. Even as all their other friends had blown town and never looked back.

School, the big city jobs and then they'd both found their way back here. They carried a lot more time and adventures than any of their parents had ever believed possible.

Even with Veronica and Ed Grange and what had happened.

So when Mel had called, Greg had answered, simple as that. Not that a trip to the old bank was a hardship, it was just a drive down to old Main, right?

Just at sunset on a Saturday. When the park just west of the bank and the post office had settled into beer league and the kids had all gone back to their evening games and movies.

They'd argued, called each other as soon as they both started driving that way. "Where's this headed?"

"How are you planning on getting the step loose?"

"What do we tell the cops?"

Only, the "We buried a time capsule twenty years ago, after Veronica..." story wasn't necessary. Not when the top step had heaved itself up, cracked in the middle and walked high enough to get an arm through to what lay beneath.

But even that much wasn't necessary. "Is that?" Greg whispered.

Of the young woman sitting on the top step. Thin. Straight fine hair blowing and tangled like she'd had a rough go of it these past few.

Her hair grayed as Mel and Greg, hesitating, walked closer. She got thinner, and she'd been skinny anyway, but Greg noticed how her knuckles and wrist knobs stood out.

In echo to the lines at her eyes and the corners of her mouth. By the time Mel knelt in front of her and tried once twice then succeeded at reaching for her shoulders, Veronica Abernathy had gone from a teenager lost and alone to Mel's older sister, just like them showing the hesitant signs of forty on the horizon and life behind and head in almost equal measure.

"Ronnie?"

Greg felt a weight he'd grown used to bearing slip just a little, lighten a bit when Veronica smiled through the tears.

****

"He... we needed conservation of energy, mass," Veronica explained from the front seat.

They'd taken Greg's car, Veronica in front and Mel in the back ignoring the Toyota's ever insistent beep to buckle his seatbelt. "Transference, right, I get that. But you could have used sand or something?"

In the teleportation booth Veronica and Grange had built in the middle of the high school lab. All in a rush because Ed had come home Friday night, then called the Abernathy house first thing as soon as he'd found the boys trapped in his rose bush.

Greg rubbed his eyelids, wrists. The tiny black dots where the rose bush's inch long thorns had embedded themselves and fed from his blood. Mel had similar scars; both their respective better halves had suggested they go to a dermatologist, Mel's Jenny more than once. But the weight had helped them ignore such vanities.

The weight of not knowing what the smoking mess in Grange's lab they'd both awoken to meant. Only that they'd come to there.

And Mel had gone home to his sister missing. Only explanation? "Mister Grange called Friday night, said he needed his star pupil's help with a project. Veronica just said it was something big and that you two were helping."

"We had to finish quick, before. Before we had to come up with a story of what had happened to you."

She stopped there. To look at the old house, Ed Grange's property abandoned long since. Windows broken from storms and teenagers, shingles steady giving up the ghost. "I used some bags of concrete, Dad had some in the garage. It should have worked."

The transference. A rigged-up, half-finished, all-crazy attempt at something that was a century at least premature. Because the rose had been hungry. Thirsty. "I tried, you know? First?" Veronica said. "But the bush tore a little of your flesh away when anyone got to close or tried to grab the canes." She looked at Greg when she said it. "And then it started chewing on you."

Greg shuddered. There'd been a long sense of darkness between kneeling down to dig up some of old Grange's mushrooms and waking up in the lab.

Broken only by the pain. Yeah, he remembered the needle pierce of the thorns, and the tearing. "What went wrong?"

"Why didn't it work?" Mel finished.

Veronica sighed, then pointed at the barely-together gate to what had been old Grange's garden. "I think we'll find out back there."

****

"Sand and gravel can't replace flesh, not for this," Ed Grange told them.

Well, Ed Grange's spirit. Or whatever it was that spoke from the depths of the rose now grown to engulf the garden. "When blood and sacrifice come in, plain old physics just isn't enough. Older philosophies must also be addressed."

The trio, Veronica in the lead, did hesitate at the gate when it opened on its own. And the arched rose canes forming a path through the labyrinth. But there was no other real choice, not if they wanted to get their answers.

"Apparently," Veronica said.

"Right. Our calculations were incomplete." The rose encompassing their dark little world shrugged, somehow. "I admit, I never did understand such things. I still don't, not completely."

Greg stepped back at that. "You're not..."

"No," Grange said. "But you should go. I have only so much control of the garden and its appetites."

"Is there anything we can do?" Veronica asked.

"It's far too late for that, Veronica. Now run!" The canes shook, desperation and hunger squared off.

Veronica, Mel, and Greg didn't give either combatant a chance to win. They ran, tripping, bleeding, but helping each other through and then out to front yard and the car.

And the gasoline can in the trunk. One of the big old metal cans. "Will he thank us?" Mel asked.

Veronica pulled a road flare to light. "Some part of him, probably."

"We hope," Greg finished.

Thursday, October 14, 2021

Adrift In A Moment

This week brings another piece of the story I've been following these past couple weeks, dear reader. I'm not sure yet what to call the whole story yet.

Perhaps that means, like Ronnie, I'm...

Adrift In A Moment - a story by M. K. Dreysen

Ronnie floated; the ground had forgotten her. She'd been here so long, she had forgotten what the feel of dirt underfoot meant. Had the ground been here that much longer then?

The world bent differently, too. That meant something, Ronnie felt. But what?

She'd forgotten that part. If she'd ever known it. Kind of like her name.

He... yeah, he hadn't really called her Ronnie, had he? He... because he couldn't say her name. Not fully. Not until he'd... turned four? Vronnie? Was that it? Was that her name?

No. But that's as far as Ronnie could bring the sound forward. Here where the sky didn't so much hold as it accepted. She had nowhere else to go, right? And the curve of sky defined something, didn't it? A limit, a boundary, but Ronnie believed that the boundary was what kept her here, not the sky itself.

Here. In between. She'd tried, she thought she had, to push against memory. Ronnie Vronnie something... and that's when the ground suddenly remembered her.

Not that the sky rejected, no, she fell and accelerated (such a strange word did it mean force or something else here where the sky didn't fold properly and the ground only turned left to right...) downward.

And so Ronnie stopped pushing against memory. The ground didn't let go of her, not right away. It held her until the smell of it, dirt and dirt and pain coming. She ignored the smell teasing at memory, she closed her eyes against the motion and the wall coming up at her face.

Until the ground forgot her again. When she had tried this push against her boundaries, the ones that defined her world, and paid in panic for doing it, Ronnie held her eyes closed until she'd stopped and drifted and came still again. Back where she'd started, somewhere between a not-quite right ground and a sky that bent the wrong way 'round and a boundary made of.

Made of something. It felt wrong, but Ronnie left that feeling aside. Feeling meant remembering if she let it. No.

Ronnie held onto the fact that the boundary that held the sky, that bent and warped, that boundary was built of something.

And then, one day when she'd forgotten everything else but that, Ronnie felt herself drift upward. Toward the boundary. The one that held her here.

The boundary that, being built of something, could be broken.

Thursday, October 7, 2021

Teacher's Garden

Remember last week's story, when I told you that story was a short short story?

Ah. Well, about that...

Teacher's Garden - a story by M. K. Dreysen

If anybody had asked him, Ed Grange would have said that his garden was really the center of his life. Sure, when he went to the Master Gardener meetings, everyone else there gave him a bit of the side-eye. Or, more than a bit, he would have cheerfully admitted.

That's what you get for growing the fun stuff, Ed would have said. Nightshades and carefully treated rotten logs seeded with the deadliest of mushrooms, various toxic toads and frogs; the one single pure perfect rose, a wild beast grown now across the entire back fence and threatening to bring the whole neighborhood into the family. So very many other toxic or deadly species, beautiful and ugly and all of them wonderful.

Ed Grange rehearsed the speech in his mind. How he'd show off his wonderful, deadly little creations to an interested questioner. Similar to the speeches that he gave his kids every year when he brought in samples to show them. "Look at them, won't you? This is what the fungi have in wait for you. There, a wonderful little button mushroom, tasty and safe, growing right next to its closest, most deadly of cousins."

He showed the students a picture, and then most delightful of all, he brought out his traveling log for all to marvel at. Death cheek by jowl with mundane yet wonderful life. "And only a few delicate specks to show you the difference. At night, you can't see them at all, even with the best flashlight available."

Mister Grange had, of course, practiced that particular speech every year for most of the past thirty years of science teaching. First half of his morning, freshman science. Second half senior physics but by then even Mister Grange recognized that the kids had grown tired of his schtick. That's when he introduced these budding scientists to the lab.

In the meantime, he practiced, in his mind, the art of showing off his wonderful garden. With no real expectation that he'd ever have the privilege, of course, but just in case. And because, he did admit, it didn't hurt to have a more or less constant devotion to safety.

Not when your evenings and weekends were spent in a garden with this many ways to kill you.

****

"Veronica told me Old Grange said that there are days he has to suit up in HAZMAT gear," Mel Abernathy said. Veronica was Mel's older sister, by two years. So Mel had the advantage of older student gossip, both in navigating the tumult of high school and in trying to understand Mister Grange's oddness.

Greg Washington scratched his head. His sisters were all younger, so he'd be the one passing on gossip and secrets, rather than benefiting from it. But Greg mostly thought of Veronica as impossibly beautiful and impossibly out of reach. About to be valedictorian, head buried in books and marching band and almost anything else but gossip.

"Veronica said that, did she? So what?"

"She also said that the seniors will pay a hundred bucks to anyone who scores a psychedelic mushroom out of Grange's garden. Senior Blowout's coming up, and there's been a Grange's magic mushroom bounty that nobody's ever had the courage to claim."

Senior Blowout, the great fuckoff party of the senior year. An annual tradition at Jefferson High, all the adults pretended not to notice the next-day hangovers.

So long as nobody drove, nothing got burnt or destroyed, and everyone showed up to class the next morning, the Blowout stayed a quiet tradition. "And when they all get busted for drugs and screw up our turn?" Greg asked.

Mel shrugged. "Sure, that's probably why nobody has every tried."

Greg had moved to Jefferson in between freshman and sophomore year; here it was, after spring break and headed for the end of his first year here, and he'd discovered how much of the little community ran on these sorts of little understandings.

Like, because the Gulf was only a half hour's drive, every kid got a little bit of leeway on those occasional days when the wind and surf and sun were too good to pass up. So long as they kept their head down, nose clean, and didn't attract the attention of the cops or the national park rangers when they blew class for the beach.

Or how, it was similarly understood that the big Spring Break, when all the college kids from up north came down, that nobody at school got any bright ideas to go out and join them.

That way, when the Jefferson spring break came around after the college kids had all flown back north, the cops and the rangers didn't come out in force the way they did for the older kids.

These and a thousand little, quiet rules that kids like Mel, who'd been here since third grade, somehow had picked up through osmosis or something. "I'd have thought raiding a teacher's backyard garden for magic mushrooms would be breaking the rules," Greg pointed out.

"Most years, sure," Mel agreed. "But I've got a little secret. Grange is going to a science conference this spring."

"And?"

****

By brutal tradition, Senior Blowout took place on a Sunday night. That was the deal, go out and blow off the steam, get loaded up on beer or trashcan punch and then stumble into school for the longest Monday of your young life.

Ed Grange went to his physics conference, this particular year, the week before Senior Blowout. Not on purpose, really.

Ed, nice as the strange old science teacher was to those patient enough to listen to him, had still not connected well enough to any of his students, nor any of his fellow teachers, to have heard of the Blowout. Not even after damned near thirty years of teaching at Jefferson. It was pure accident that the physics society had scheduled their conference that particular week, and even greater an accident that Ed noticed in time to take the vacation days Principle Vickers had been nagging him to use.

"Does he have dogs?" Greg whispered.

"Nope, just cats. And we aren't going inside."

And, though the two sneaks didn't know the future, they also didn't have to contend with what by now be ubiquitous wireless security cameras. And even the cats weren't a problem, since if Ed Grange had any real fear of his garden it was that Snowball and Midnight would get into it and go for a taste of the rhododendrons. Or the foxgloves.

Mel had parked his ancient Chrysler, Mom and then Veronica's hand me down, at the Circle K a mile or so away, and then the boys had walked the rest of the way. Pure daylight, "He's not here so there's no point getting Mrs. Kravitz or somebody calling the cops on us after dark."

Greg liked that part a lot. Jefferson wasn't the whitest suburb in the city, but it was an awful damned close second. Greg knew damned well what kind of trouble he'd get into if he ended the year on the kind of note that began with "Mom, about the cops...".

He said to himself, even as he walked up to the door and knocked. "You're sure he's out of town?"

"Yeah, Veronica said he bragged about going for the past month."

"Why are we doing this, then?"

"A hundred bucks and years worth of bragging rights. Don't worry Greg, it's perfectly safe."

The pair waited, listened. And then Greg walked around and opened the side gate to the backyard. "After you, Master Abernathy."

"No, no, by all means Master Washington, you proceed."

****

Mel at least had sat through Ed Grange's mushroom lecture, and the demonstration with the carefully treated log.

He'd also heard, because his grandfather was a Master Gardener, that it was a carefully constructed scam. "Ed's not quite that crazy," Grandpa had told him. "He plants that log just so he can scare you all. But when he shows his slides, he's got the different species of fungus more segregated than that. Sure, he puts the logs next to each other, but they're only crossed by accident. One species per log."

"You asked your grandfather about Grange's magic mushrooms?"

"Oh for fuck's sake," Mel said. "No, shit for brains, I asked him about our goofy-assed science teacher and the mushroom demonstration. Grandpa provided the rest on his own. Now that you're through showing how little you trust your best friend, can we get on with the fungus picking? Pretty please?"

The logs were artfully arranged around the yard, most in the shade and protection of larger plants. The sunlight helped the boys match up the live specimens against the forager's book that Greg had found at the library. "Ah, here we go," he murmured as he knelt down next to one particular log, set off by its lonesome. "One of my cousins said he used to go through cow patties to get shit like this."

"For himself?" Mel asked, kneeling next to his friend.

"Nah, he sold them to dumbshits like us. 'Kids too poor and stupid to get high any other way'."

Mel snorted. "Not one of your favorite cousins, I hope?"

"Nah, Burn's an asshole. Great stories, but really he's kind of a fuckwad." Greg laid out a couple of sandwich bags, and then pulled out a pen knife. "How many, do you think?"

"Couple dozen, I'd guess. Enough to prove it, not enough for Grange to suspect. And come on, how many of them are gonna try these things, anyway?"

Greg grunted. "Right, I know I'm not eating any of the damned things."

Greg reached beneath the branches of the largest rose he'd ever seen in his life, thorns almost as long and thick as his thumb, and started cutting their harvest free.

Overhead, unnoticed by either boy, the vines of the rose began to contract. All of the other fungi in the yard were protected by either their own poisons, or those of the plants they had been set beneath.

Ed's magic mushrooms, on the other hand, were protected by his one and only rose.

****

Ed Grange came home from his conference with a handful of new ideas, and a handful of new addresses to mail mushrooms to. And other of his garden's delights, depending on the season.

Most of them were, he told himself, perfectly respectable research contacts. The toxins Ed grew were, after all, of great scientific interest. That was his view of it. If some of his colleagues like to experiment on their own person, that was their business. Ed just made sure that he used the proper conventions of labeling and that the addresses all pointed to real labs.

The old science teacher set down his bags, then happily puttered around in his kitchen, petting Snowball and Midnight, for most of an hour before he noticed the rose.

And its well-captured prizes. "Ah. All these years and it finally happened. Someone finally just couldn't resist."